hawksley

So, I'm working on my movie and getting really depressed... I changed the direction of the movie, and am making it more "real".... it's really too close for comfort...

Anyways... Work SUCKS. I'm so not getting enough hours to pay rent... well... I am, but rent is about all I will have money for. SUCK TO THAT.

Yeah, things in the house are doing much...
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You're So Damn Hot...

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evanx:

Why, thank you!

Sep 4, 2004

mistressmissy:

arent i just?

Sep 4, 2004

It's Thursday... Blursday Thursday where I come from. I'm going to sit on my friend's porch, drink, smoke... talk... it shall be grand. Well... in theory. Lately parties have been... lacking to some extend. That could be the fact that no one really interests me right now. I just walk through and see the same shit-faced people over and over again.

Aye. Do you ever...
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figmentation:

two ideas.
a) find a new groove (possibly a move or exploring???)
b) turn off your tele and lock your door and let it go.

both work for me.

Sep 3, 2004

bekka138:

yeah it is pretty much just irritating. I have been going thru personal shit, and no one seems to understand that sometimes I just want to be alone.

Sep 3, 2004

So, I hate my job. blah blah bah, the same old story. I came home from work today in tears... and when I walked in the house I just said: i fucking hate my job... and burst into tears... aye. Litterally everything... aye.

Boys are stupid, also, by the way... and life is fucked. My roommates suggested that I give my two week notice tomorrow....
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mechanicalmonkey:

I'm in the same predicament with the job I hate it but I love the income/need the income. Why does it seem that this time of year this topic comes up alot? Must be the back to school thing. Weigh that choice. Is money>happiness ?

Sep 1, 2004

bekka138:

jobs do tend to suck, and so do boys. do you go to western?

Sep 2, 2004

I'm so fucking bored. Sheesh. The new house is starting to finally feel like a "home" which is nice. We're all on schedule now... so it doesnt feel like we're always here every damn hour.

I think what it is, it that I just miss my mom and dad. Yeah, I'm a loser.

raydanger:

Welcome back! You didn't miss much of Rock The Vote. It kind of sucked. Nobody really showed up at all. At least for the bands I wanted to see.

Aug 31, 2004

bekka138:

hello

Sep 1, 2004

Sheesh, sorry I havent been online, but I just got the internet back today! We're moved out and things are alright. I dont know... I'll see you kids later. Love yeah!

what a beautiful dream that could flash on the screen....

things are looking up.

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evanx:

Aug 21, 2004

raydanger:

Yo! What's up? Rock The Vote is next week. You still going? I'll be there. We can meet up and say hi, if you'd like. Talk to ya later.

Aug 23, 2004

confusion enters the scene with the plot thickening and unfolding at alarming rates... the loneliness looms as another night is spent at home... pointless and vague... all is unseen... no one is home... nothing, as usual, is going on...

everyone else is moving throughout the week... plans blurring as pages turn... yet all of the blurred madness in all of the world cannot take her...
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Aye. Work is officially stupid. Someone "borrowed" my cigarettes and lighter today... Piss to that...

My friend kim got engaged a few days ago. I'm really happy for her, but it's weird you know? I feel like I'm a few steps behind. She's a couple of months older than I am... but sheesh.

I also need to stop spending so much damn money. I've spent...
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i rode a bike the other day for the first time in about ten years. it was fun...

times are stressful, and i dont know what my next move is... possibly planning the next one will be the worst thing i could ever do.

sitting back isnt really an option right now though.