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im so confused. bookmarks? updates? things have changed...sheesh. that's all i have. i promise that cait and my set will be up soon...

so bright eyes brought me to tears. he's so fucking brilliant...

before i came home tonight, i stopped at my friend Keren's house. we started talking politics. her roommate stated: no matter who we elect, the draft will be reinstated....

talk about bringing a girl down. i already have two brothers over there, i'm not about to lose my friends. this is why, i have...
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im bored... very, very bored. but, that's cool.

my brother is going back to iraq tomorrow.... im flustered by this, but avoiding the entire thing... i think that's the best thing to do....

im also going to see bright eyes sunday... that's something to look forward to, i suppose.

In less than fifteen minutes I will stop smoking. I have until midnight to smoke my last ciggarette. Yeah... I'm nervous.

I hate how unmotivated I am to study... and how much school I've skipped so far. Aye.

My house has a weird vibe... I dont want to be here, I dont want to be at my parent's house... I don't want to be anywhere......
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Alright...Quick updates:

*my date with corwin was amazing... he's soo cute.

*our neighbors have a gun, and they're creepy....

*i broke three of my toes... yeah, two on one foot... one of the other... it's LAME

*i think i'm not a very good person, and need to work on that... like crazy.

*my brother came back from iraq for 15 days, but was a dick...
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I have a date on Thursday... with my roomies brother, Corwin... Yeah... I'm nervous

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Hey kids! PullMyHair and I have a set that we're going to put up... and I have some pictures that are also going up. Bad ass, eh?

So lovely... so intrigued... so confused...

I talked to a boy that I haven't talked to in two months. It was so odd. Everything...weird.

My brother is coming back from Iraq this week for a fifteen-day leave. I'm so damn excited.

Hope everyone is having a good day.

Nothing but a dream, an innocent need that might slowly kill me. Next to me...a person... a man... that overwhelms my enitire being. I can't stand it...

And then... he'll speak...and time stops. Uttered phrases that penetrate each and every pore... my being is overwhelmed.... and then... the most horrific phrase punctures each heart string...: "my wife...blahblahblah"

And, briefly, again... I forget and time passes...
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Work sucks so hard. My friend John called in and said I had a "family emergency" and fabricated a story about my Aunt Tami being in the hospital... it was awesome, but I think karma bit me in the ass because I had to stay super late. It sucked my ass.

In other news, married men are hot... and so unattainable. Aye.

I have a crush on a married man... alright two married men. Number one: John Edwards is SO Handsome! Number two: A boy from my German class. Aye... So sweet. So hot. Blat.

ALSO, I have a crush on a boy that lived in my house before me. He's in a band... HOT. Alright lovies. I'll catch you on the flip side.