hawksley

i still havent had sex. blat... but i'm up early and am ready to go, in a sense...

d0 you ever feel like today is the day... the day that will change the rest of you life... today, feels like the start of something big... something great. it's great. i hope you all are having an equally great morning.

every breath we drew was hallelujah...

it's been over a week since i've had sex...

shitty.

yeah, that's about it.

i heart you

i'm trying to clean my room and my life up. neither are going as planned. i think that i'm going to move... there's nothing for me here anymore.

my house is empty though, which is nice. quiet. i appreciate that for sure. i just wish i wanted to be here. that's an understatement. i think. i just know that i dont want to be here,...
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i so took this idea from emtdan

Stage 1 - Status
-- Name: kim
-- Birth date: 06-21-84
-- Birthplace: Allegan, MI
-- Current Location: Kalamazoo
-- Age: 20
-- Height: 5'6"
-- Righty or Lefty: right
-- Zodiac Sign: cancer

Stage 2 - Describe
-- Your heritage: english, french, irish, german...
-- The shoes you wore today: grey tennis shoes
-- Your weakness: cigarettes,...
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but like this, it just won't last...

the election results are sad.

my life currently consists of sleeping, and occasionally eating.

i need a job...like crazy.

what i give to you is just what i'm going through... this is nothing new.

i feel pretty, pretty enough for you...i felt so ugly before, i didn't know what to do...

i'm falling... head over heels....but worried that i'll end up being a disapointment again...

love is lame... but i like it.

"even practice and parties seem long, but i find myself going... i guess there is nothing to do, oh well..."

halloween just isn't the same. our party was alright, but i wanted to leave the entire time...pretty bad, since it's my own house.

tonight, john [my roomie] and i decided to party hop... which included going to one party... where my breasts got grabbed and...
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she whispers please remember me... when i am gone from here... she whispers please remember me... but not with tears...

so, i've been thinking a lot about this up and coming year. my friend keren and i are suppose to move to chicago, but im having serious second thoughts. i dont want to leave and come back to everything being different. i like the way...
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I bought a 18 gallon container for alcohol for a Halloween party... it's awesome....

I'm dropping some classes, because I'm a dumb ass and can't seem to go to three classes. Aye. I've really lost it this semester, I don't know what my damage is.

i'm sad.

blat...you think people change but they never do.