it's currently midnight. i just woke up to a phone call. im still rediculously tired though. i feel asleep at nine this morning... woke up at noon, fell back asleep at one...and woke up again at five, only to fall asleep at six.... which brings me to now.
I haven't really left my house to hang out with friends in an insanely long time... So tonight, I went out... and got drunk, it was great.
It's weird to think that this year is almost over. It's been a really weird year... good but weird. I mean, this year alone I joined SG and had my "number" increase by 5....which is always fun
I fucking hate it here. Only once in awhile... but right now I hate it... In five minutes I might not. Just right now... I feel utterly alone and bored... and frustrated... I think mostly it's chosen... but that's just because I'm in search for better company. Anyone want to keep me company?
I hate to point out the obvious, but money really fucking sucks. Especially when you don't have any. The bills keep coming in... and I keep being poor. Not the best thing ever...at all.
I need a job... so... I'm going to go look for one... still. Someone has to want me to work for them. I mean... come on.
You and Cait....who I see is grey....shoudl come to Sorcha's house next Saturday. We need to get a good chunk of people there from the group to reprasent SGKalamazoo!
So, last night things with Cor were cool... but today he came over and he's acting really shady. and I think my room mate might be covering his ass. I mean, they are brothers...
Before I go on, you should know that I have some slight trust issues. All of my boyfriends thus far, except maybe one of them, has cheated on me...