hawksley

my goldfish died

i have a test tomorrow in a class that i've only been to once since school has started. suck.

i hate those moments where you feel like you're just not good enough, at all. you're not even in the same league as someone else... they're minor league baseball and you're still playing at the park. If that makes any sense... Really, you're playing soccer and...
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im glad i didnt die before i met you. but now i dont care, i could go anywhere with you and i'd probably be happy....


besides maybe this time it's different, i mean i really think you like me.

ahh, my life is complete at the moment! i just bought the new albums from bright eyes! aye!

"if you help me when im frightened i'll help you when you're drunk"

yep...

work is going really well. i like it a lot... im not too bad at it either...

blat. i hate being really tired all day, and then coming home and suddenly being re-awakened... it's fucking lame.

"...on the way home from that job that makes you sleep back to the thoughts that keep you awake..." yep, that's basically it.

my mom is kind of driving...
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do you ever feel like giving someone a hug? rather it be someone who kicks tons of ass or someone who's just having a shitty day... maybe i just want a hug, and awesome hug... yep, that's on my wishlist... that and peanutbutter.

i decided last week, after i saw the one night stand guy, to be anti-boy for awhile... but then at coffee tonight i saw a cute boy who looks like conor oberst... so of course i had to talk to him. he seems nice enough... i guess we'll see. we might study tomorrow... we're both going into the same thing... so maybe. im going to...
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as much as i hate that striking pain in my heart that i get when certain people cross me, the people that kill me... i love it. it gives me a reason to get up in the morning.

they're people that are so unbelievably beautiful that it's not even funny... and they dont even realize how magical they are. it's so fucking awesome.

yep, just...
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I start my job tomorrow... I'm a tad bit nervous... but it's cool.

It's weird because I want to go out and do something... hang out with some friends. It seems that I dont really have any friends left in this town though.

On a preview for a movie it said: Let the world change you and you can change the world. I was thinking...
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fish are funny. i just bought my fish a new bowl and a girlfriend. sid and nancy... they appear to be liking their new place. I had to take sid out of the big tank because fish were dying left and right... it was rediculous. he got sick! i dont know how well he's doing... but atleast he's eating, right?

anyways... this week should be...
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im so fucking done with this town.

im a nerd... as most of you know... but my horoscope is predicting some excellent things for me tonight. im going to try really hard not to expect anything... and just treat it like vegas baby... you act like you dont want the shit and you get the shit for free.

Okay, so I dont really know how to do that... but it's going to...
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