hawksley

It's official, today is the February 17... and that's when my account on the site is set to end. I can't say it'll be for very long though... I'm already going through withdraw.

Because I love getting sentimental... I want you to all know how much you all mean to me and how awesome you all are. I love you all very much...

here's the...
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tomorrow is my last day on the site for awhile.

you're all beautiful and i would take anyone of you in my bed at anytime.

lots of love.

kim

If I gave you my heart, would you give yours to me?

If I made proper start, would you take me seriously?

If I wait for the right moment, would you say yes to me?

If all of my friends desert me, would you be there for me?

Will you please be there for me?



xoxoxo
kim

im dog-sitting...bodhi right now. i think he's bored. we're all by ourselves in my unwelcoming house... waiting for someone who is not my scary room mate to come over. blat. maybe i'll call someone... hrm...

yeah, that was a lame update, i apologize.

so apparently my room mate wants to talk to all of us... and is really pissed about a lot of things. we're "pety" for keeping track of the cable shit... gerr... she makes me soo mad!

the o.c. is on tonight though, and that's always a great thing. i cant wait! i hate to sound like my priorities are off... but i really dont want...
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so we finally talked to my room mate about her watching t.v. and not paying for it... i thought it went well, but she just left all pissy like. blat. drama...

we're thinking about having a kegger, which is awesome. im really looking forward to that... if that happens.

that's all i've got... have a good night

arg. i have to find another/third job. i got bumped from three days a week to one... that sucks.

my sg account is going away soo soon, im so sad. hopefully, if i find a third job, i'll be back on it soon. blat. fuck money!

i hung out with an amazing person tonight, ryan. he's beautiful, intelligent... i dont know... he's awesome. he's someone that i could really learn a lot from and someone that could give me a new perspective on the world, which is something i really appreciate.

yet, im in this really weird funk... i feel so endless and so unescapable... like i cant escape my thoughts...
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arg...i hate being in a good mood and then having someone say something that is way harsh. my parents are rediculous... i always thought that no matter what they were suppose to be there for you, and encourage you....

today my mom told me, in so many words, that i was fat... i calmly told her that what she said wasnt cool and really uncalled...
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well, it's february 2...and i dont really have much to update... just random blurbs...

1. money is stupid-especially when i dont have any.

2. my mom compared me to my crazy grandmother today

3. my desk feels lonely without sid and nancy...

4. i hate valentine's day... i plan on getting drunk and watching late night t.v.... most likely by myself.

5. people are weird...
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sid died yesterday morning, when i awoke today... nancy had died... i think she died from a broken heart... or i just suck at having feeder fish as pets.

i just loved them, you know? i thought i could save their lives... but their fate was determined far before i came into the picture.