hawksley

blat. the party was stale. everyone there was stale...

i drank whiskey and got pissy... yelled a lot...

now i'm home with a headache...thinking i should be in a lake...

i'm tired and hate liars...

wishing that i was home... but i'm not, so that's cool.

peace.

my dad's birthday party went soo well. he was soo happy

i'm getting ready to go to my friend keren's birthday party, i just have no idea what to wear. ptsh. clothes... how lame.

yes, and this update was equally lame. alright. i'm done.

peace and love..

last night we decided to have people over [after the o.c. of course] bekka138 and her boy came over... as well as five other people. it was small, but fun.

i woke up with a hangover. i didnt drink that much, and was not happy about the whole situation...

i have a lot to do and a lot to catch up on, but i really...
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a brief summary of today....

my hair dresser works magic, my color is soo cute.

soy millk gets gross if you leave it out... in a bowl on your desk...

seth and summer got back together on the o.c.

having this be the last month of paying rent is nice.

and that's about it... i might drink tonight... i might not. it's all up in...
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i went to grand rapids tonight with hayley... it was fun. we went to the ihop and then came home.... and watched the ring. i really shouldnt watch that anymore because it scares the shit out of me..

yep. that's it.

i'm all out of carrots and didnt go to class today. i still feel really productive though. i didnt do much, but it's cool.

i'm happy, also, because i'm going to be busy from now until april, well in theory...

this weekend and next weekend are both packed. and all throughout march i'm going to start moving my shit out. that will defintely take some...
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blink-182 broke up! excuse me while my heart breaks into a million pieces. i now have to go sit in a dark corner alone... to cry.

Alright, I've had to make a hard decision... a very hard decision... Move back home with my parents or stay here?

So... here are the pluses of moving home:

-free food
-free cable
-free internet...
-basically it all comes down to money!

the down falls of moving home:

-i'll miss my room mates [most of them]
-it's fun downtown
-i'm used to this.. do what...
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it is soo nice to be home. we didnt make to the funeral because of the weather, and i had a flat tire... so i spent the weekend with my parents. it wasn't too bad, but i still missed my house...

yep, that's about it.

love you lovies

So it's been an interesting night... week... something...

I'm on this new medication that kept me up all night... I got like four hours of sleep and then went to work... where I fucked up a lot! The two things I don't know how to do [layaways and special orders] i had to do all day...

My brother came back from Iraq today... I didnt...
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so... emtdan kicks major ass!!!!!! like a lot.

thanks for the gift of sg...

in honor of my last day i got naked... go look, quick!



it's in the psw group... enjoy