hawksley

ahh... im trying desperately to edit a video... but my new and expensive editing equipment is not accepting my video!!! i hate analog!!!

i need this to work soo badly... and i need to turn it in so quickly... but it's not working!!!! ahhh!!!!

if anyone has any suggestions on how to make analog not suck, let me know... it's telling me that my video...
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you're the magic that holds the sky up from the ground.

john keren and i were taking shots in the kitchen... corwin [ex] was upstairs in the bathroom...

i accidently spit out my shot and wet my pants. no lie. embarassing...

top five things that rock my universe at this moment:

the killers

sleep

hide and seek in the dark

fake blood [except when i step on the bottle in the middle of the night and stain my floor]

mud puddles [well, just the idea... spring is soo close]


that's about it...but you do too... you're hot.

tonight was so weird. my one night stand called to tell me that he's defintely not interesting in me, at all.... and this guy confessed his undying love to me...which made me really awkward...

i'm drunk from vodka and rootbeer and sick and tired of this town. when someone does like me... it sucks, because it's never anyone that i'd be cool with being with......
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so, it turns out that nail polish remover eats at my bedroom floor. i spilled some last week and just now got around to cleaning it up... [yeah, i know... im gross] but it ate at my floor and yeah... weird.

yep...

drunk phone calls are funny.

you. me. and jumping in mud puddles. are you in?

I'm sitting here smoking cigarettes and listening to coldplay. I'm comtemplating applying to school right now, or just putting it off until next week. Probably next week...

I'm also thinking about starting a new script... my friend Keren wants to make a movie together And we're going to co-write the script. I'm writing my half, she's writing her half... it's going to be a John...
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i cant wait to move! i'm tired of roommates... well, only one of them. her voice drives me nuts. i cant fucking take it. like at all... ugh.

that's about it.... really. nothing else is going on. check out chicken robot on cartoon network for a good laugh... and drake and josh on nick... yeah, drake is hot.... w00t for teen nick.


i take my...
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i saw my one night stand last night at the party, which pulled at my heart strings like no other. i'm not exactly sure why... but it just did.

it made me think that i may quite possibly be single for the rest of my life. well, that, or that it's going to take a long time for me to find a nice guy... atleast...
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