hawksley

i talked to the boy from the olive garden today... for five hours...

he's in love, with another girl..

he loves me... but in a different way...

he's beautiful... even though it's hard to see sometimes...

i love him, and always will... but just because he left his mark on me... and we're friends.

i love all of my friends. please always know that.

thanks...
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emo as fuck.

The boy from the olive garden called... we're hanging out tomorrow... i guess. we're talking "face to face" ... I can't tell if that's a good thing or not... he's really hard to read. oh well, shit happens, i guess.


"a good woman will pick you a part, a box full of suggestions for your possible heart. but you may offended and you may be...
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Spring is killing me! I'm like a rabbit that needs to get out of my hole... you know? I think I have a thing for waiters... I asked out another resturant employee [this time main st. pub] and he said he'd call tonight. We'll see if he does... He cute and nice...


Well, that's all I've got. Hope you're all having a fabulous weekend -and...
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i'm sick.


So, I've been home all day... it's now midnight. Being sick blows.... my phone hasnt gone off at all today! Where is everyone? I need some human interaction. Sheesh.

p.s. strep throat is really gross looking...

hey, what's up? do you want to be friends, maybe jump in puddles together? we can go on a picnic and eat pancakes... maybe watch the sun come up,,, we'll hold hands and dance. with a bottle of wine and you by my side... i've got nothing to lose. are you in?

I know good people. Speedphreak, Bekka138, and Cait rock my fucking world. They went a party with me... and I was way drunk. Like woah! I owe them my universe!

The night in a nut shell...

Drinking, staining carpets, good people [see above] not liking the olive garden boy [which is justified, he's an ass] and then creating a rukus in the bathroom......
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2 a.m. -the olive garden boy called wanting me to come over

2:15 a.m. -an ex lover called, who i havent talked to in a few months, called just for the hell of it...

3 a.m. -olive garden boy called again... expressing that i knew nothing about romance [john hughs "isnt romance"] and if i came over, i would find out what romance is...

6...
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Okay, my last entry was just rubbish... Top five things that I've learned today...

1. No one, not even the damn President, should have the right to interupt the O.C.

2. Finding money for school is overrated

3. Looking for a place to live... is also overrated

4. I am easily distracted by cute boys... Like woah

5. It's time that I "dine out" I'm...
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I was bored... and found this on myspace. If you're bored, you should check it out... it's a good waste of time Oh, but it is really cheesy... so be prepared...

Yeah, I know... I'm a lame ass for posting this...

your instincts has its advantages all the time...

This is freaky! I was a little skeptical trying this, but if you follow the instructions...
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