So I got a call from the cancer hospital. *sigh* I got told....
"hi, so we got your results back from the CT and gallium scans. We didn't find any new activity in your chest tumors.. but... we did find something in your uterus. You have two masses that have formed on the walls of your uterus and have been acting like a parasitic tumor. Your body is thinking that your are pregnate so it's feeding the masses like it would a child. You aren't pregnate but your body is confused so it thinks it should be protecting the masses and feeding them..then it realises that you aren't pregnate and it tries to expell them. That explains the weird girly things that's been happening.. So, we have to get you in here when you get home from your trip to remove the masses and we think we have to take your uterus with it. That's why you've been so tired and sick feeling. The masses are just two cell masses that have developed and from what we can tell they aren't cancer, just tissue masses.."
me "woah...okay... well I'll see you on tuesday."
WELL, at least I don't have cancer again.. and I'm happy to know I'm going to be okay. I'm still sad and a little scared. I'm glad that the masses can be removed and then all this crap will hopefully be over. I'm so sick of being sick. This explains so much of what's been happening.. freaky wierd pieriods or nothing at all.. feeling tired and my abdomin hurting..
The philly convention was alot of fun and I was so happy to meet the girls and the fanst that stopped by. Everyone was so nice and even though I wasn't feeling so good it was just a great time and I'd love to go to another convention. I have some great pics I'm going to put up when I get home and can get them on my computer. It was nice to hang out with some friends Steve, Mia and Jared. I don't get to see them all that often and it was a treat.
I'll post an update when I get a chance
pictures and all.. right now I'm going to have a bath..
cheers all and to the girlies from the convention.... you guys are so wonderful. I've never met girls like you guys before. It felt like I had that female kinship I've always looked for and you guys are cool beans..
love you
Havok
"hi, so we got your results back from the CT and gallium scans. We didn't find any new activity in your chest tumors.. but... we did find something in your uterus. You have two masses that have formed on the walls of your uterus and have been acting like a parasitic tumor. Your body is thinking that your are pregnate so it's feeding the masses like it would a child. You aren't pregnate but your body is confused so it thinks it should be protecting the masses and feeding them..then it realises that you aren't pregnate and it tries to expell them. That explains the weird girly things that's been happening.. So, we have to get you in here when you get home from your trip to remove the masses and we think we have to take your uterus with it. That's why you've been so tired and sick feeling. The masses are just two cell masses that have developed and from what we can tell they aren't cancer, just tissue masses.."
me "woah...okay... well I'll see you on tuesday."
WELL, at least I don't have cancer again.. and I'm happy to know I'm going to be okay. I'm still sad and a little scared. I'm glad that the masses can be removed and then all this crap will hopefully be over. I'm so sick of being sick. This explains so much of what's been happening.. freaky wierd pieriods or nothing at all.. feeling tired and my abdomin hurting..
The philly convention was alot of fun and I was so happy to meet the girls and the fanst that stopped by. Everyone was so nice and even though I wasn't feeling so good it was just a great time and I'd love to go to another convention. I have some great pics I'm going to put up when I get home and can get them on my computer. It was nice to hang out with some friends Steve, Mia and Jared. I don't get to see them all that often and it was a treat.
I'll post an update when I get a chance
pictures and all.. right now I'm going to have a bath.. cheers all and to the girlies from the convention.... you guys are so wonderful. I've never met girls like you guys before. It felt like I had that female kinship I've always looked for and you guys are cool beans..
love you
Havok
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mayhem:
We need to so a set together!!! Maybe you should take a trp to CO!!!! Hope your well beautiful!
lavonne:
Just thought I would say hello. I hope you are doing well! Thank you for the set comment