I live a life of chaos, The targets are locked and loaded on me. The shadows of darkness are consuming my soul, resentment and anger bleed from my eyes, the deafening sound of my heart breaking a slowly, This pain is torturous, unbearable at times. The nerves in my body cause me to shutter uncontrollably. I can't catch my breath. My mind wonders to evil places, I'm trying to find my peace. I'm trying to find my place, my purpose, the meaning of all of this. I'm digging and scratching to crawl out from this hell. I need to fight like a warrior to not let this evil consume me. I can not parish in this place. Sometimes I need to be saved. I'm calling out. I'm in distress. I'm dying inside. I'm loosing the love I choose to give. I'm growing cold and bitter. These are my cries.
