Thinking that I can figure out my whole life right now is silly and it's stressing me out. :S I'm so used to having everything organized but I am far from that at this point. I just want to have at least a small idea of what i could possibly do with my life because I really have no idea. My family, boss and some friends are constantly poking me with questions about school, work, etc. but I just don't have any answers right now.
My roomate will be moving away in a few months and therefore I need to find a new place to live. I'm just not sure if I want to move out of town right away or stay in town for another year and work. The choices are infinite really. I do not want to end up moving back home. I know it will be more stressful in a few different ways. That's really not an option and I don't want it to be a last resort.
I'm really stressing over nothing. I'm only 21... I have plenty of time to explore and try out some things. I shouldn't be worrying about what I haven't figured out but instead be excited for what I will discover as I break out and explore.
I'm working at improving my modelling and getting things going with Suicide Girls. The one thing I am sure of is that I want to be more active within this community; meet some new people, learn some new things and see some wonderful art!
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(that arrow blows lol) That right there is my positivity so I can not think about my stress level and instead go to a place where I feel almost at home.
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