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Not convinced I am in a really good place at the moment.

Feeling kinda Emo, and not totally sure why. Dunno if it's cos I am tired or if everything is just kinda catching up to me all of a sudden. But either way it's not good, and I don't like it.

Think I am gonna hit the sack, although I don't really feel tired, but I'll probably sleep anyways.

Also feeling... Well I don't know about old, but definatly feeling the weight of my years on me at the moment. Perhaps a little more too I guess.

But that started maybe a week ago, when I realised in my family (in in-laws, just my side) that looking at it, I was one of the Adults now. And that my parents were the "seniors" I guess. Not the first time I've thought about that really, but... Well... I guess it kinda scares me really. Feels almost like scaring death in the face ya know.

Perhaps that's what's eatting away at me? Or maybe it is just that I'm tired. Soon find out, cos I am gonna head off to bed.