hato

so its been a while since i posted. mainly since life is always just the same shit different day. ive not been in a good mood as of late. not so much angry as just disappointed. in what i really don't know. maybe myself, maybe where im at in life or just the fact that everyday is another foot in the grave. and realistically, i got nothing i should bitch about cuz im sure theres plenty worse off then me so maybe its guilt that hangs on my shoulders....dunno

regardless, ive dramatically cut down on the drinking. thats huge for me. but now i need change or something to focus on. going to vegas friday so maybe a change of scenary will help. plus dice shooting always fun =D

well, lunchbreak almost over. i wish there was a mobile suicide girls app. be a lot easier to post on