hati

Can some girl please exlpain to me what the hell is the deal? I date attractive women who tell me how beautiful I am. A year ago, I hooked up with Erika Olson, a name that might mean nothing to you, but this was a girl who I had had a crush on for seven years. SEVEN YEARS! Unbelieveably gorgeous. She told me I could get any girl I wanted. Okay. My last girlfriend, who, I swear to you, looked exactly liked SuicideGirl Lousie (except my ex had a tatoo of a spider instead of matching starts) told me I was the hottest guy she's ever been with, and she'd been around.
Blah, blah, blah. Hooray for me.
None of this would matter if I didn't get so frustrated by women when I go out. Tonight, big club, felt invisible. Even my guy friend who will be in next month's Cosmo got ignored.
No man likes to think that he is achieving less that his potential. I won a world championship and that was way beyond me. So I just want to know where I should be setting my standards. I don't ever want to cheat on the girl I'm with, so I want to be as happy as possible with my girlfriend.
This is a drunken post, but it's just annoying to not know what to expect.
Jesus H.