hoping and trying as hard as i can to get my ass out of this goddamn hippie school and into portland, and bringing the few i love here with me.
wish me luck! and give me suggestions. it's looking like psu is the way to go (possibly in combination with pcc). this is the first night we've actively persued this idea, though jason and i...
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wish me luck! and give me suggestions. it's looking like psu is the way to go (possibly in combination with pcc). this is the first night we've actively persued this idea, though jason and i...
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seanbaby:
I hope you move down here. But don't even worry about school. I figure with all the drinking we'll do, you won't make it to any classes anyway.
murkling:
You should go and study photography at DOGBOX U.
waiting for the nyquil to kick in...
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chicoboprincess:
i'm joining you on your nyquil adventures but this time it is thursday not tuesday, you got me sick from so far away.
that's why you is a crafty girl.
Yeah "bloomed like a flower" is kinkier than it sounds..mrah!
that's why you is a crafty girl.
Yeah "bloomed like a flower" is kinkier than it sounds..mrah!
faerieboi:
nyquil is the yum.
just writing for no particular reason.
i'm really tired, can't remember what i wanted to say.
saturday night was lots of fun, stewd and arik's b-day party, sg slumber party. drank way too much.
thinking tonite (this morning, i suppose now) about emailing a friend i haven't talked to in quite some time. we had sort of a falling out when i left to go...
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i'm really tired, can't remember what i wanted to say.
saturday night was lots of fun, stewd and arik's b-day party, sg slumber party. drank way too much.
thinking tonite (this morning, i suppose now) about emailing a friend i haven't talked to in quite some time. we had sort of a falling out when i left to go...
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soraya:
hey eve. thought i'd check in on you and see how you've been. you were so nice to me when i first hopped onto the site. thanks for the very warm welcome awhile ago.
personally, i think that if you want to contact him, that's perfectly fine and not selfish, it sounds like you have genuine reasons and feelings about wanting to try to have some sort of equal friendship. but if he tells you to fuck off, then don't be hurt about it, since it sounds like you pretty much have considered that option anyways, and you understand why he may still be hurt, and know that he has reason to still be hurt and not ready to develop a friendship. and that's when you do apologize and then fuck off. hey, it wouldn't be any worse than it is now for trying since you guys aren't talking anyways, right.
oh, well, that's my two cents. i've been in this situation many times before. luckily i've been able to maintain friendships with a number of exes, but we both took the time we needed at first in order to heal, and then one of us did make the first move to intitiate the friendship. good luck with it all.
hang in there cutie.
personally, i think that if you want to contact him, that's perfectly fine and not selfish, it sounds like you have genuine reasons and feelings about wanting to try to have some sort of equal friendship. but if he tells you to fuck off, then don't be hurt about it, since it sounds like you pretty much have considered that option anyways, and you understand why he may still be hurt, and know that he has reason to still be hurt and not ready to develop a friendship. and that's when you do apologize and then fuck off. hey, it wouldn't be any worse than it is now for trying since you guys aren't talking anyways, right.
oh, well, that's my two cents. i've been in this situation many times before. luckily i've been able to maintain friendships with a number of exes, but we both took the time we needed at first in order to heal, and then one of us did make the first move to intitiate the friendship. good luck with it all.
hang in there cutie.
trinityy:
that shist happened with me, hurt my best friend bad b/c he feel for me and tried for three years to get with me and i wouldn't let it happene and then i did some stupid shit and in the end him and i got in a huge fight and i cut him off but we gave it awhile and we cooled down and shit is better then it has ever been! i wish you the best of luck!
time for a new journal entry.
why?
because i'm getting closer to notdepressed.
last night's sgseattle event was lots of fun. it was great to see those kids again, and our one new person was pretty cool too.
i don't think i've ever seen that much junk in one night, except for porno and stuff.
and i'm excited to go back to portland for parties...
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why?
because i'm getting closer to notdepressed.
last night's sgseattle event was lots of fun. it was great to see those kids again, and our one new person was pretty cool too.
i don't think i've ever seen that much junk in one night, except for porno and stuff.
and i'm excited to go back to portland for parties...
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grahf:
Wow, only 50? That redefines underground, that's positively subterranean. I especially want to hear "The Angel, the Asprin, and the Kleenex" now since I've been trying to imagine the tune for literally months now. I'll be more than happy to support this guy. I don't know of any way to introduce him to a majorly larger audience unfortunately, but I can at least buy his stuff and tell my friends if it's good, which I'm assuming it will be.
dreammaker:
You, my dear, rock my socks. You are still my favourite urethrafish and I forgive you for not bringing my stuff to Stewd's party as long as it means we all get to hang out again real soon so I can get it. 
burning bridges and burning souls.
she's miles and miles away
headaches don't last but they keep coming back.
and she's so many miles away.
reaquainted with hopelessness
the unwelcome visitor
tormentor.
she's so very far away.
i hate poetry.
please step back as my soulmate and i shoot ourselves in the face after a sleepover.
she's miles and miles away
headaches don't last but they keep coming back.
and she's so many miles away.
reaquainted with hopelessness
the unwelcome visitor
tormentor.
she's so very far away.
i hate poetry.
please step back as my soulmate and i shoot ourselves in the face after a sleepover.
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nala:
LIKE YOUR ENTRY
yes, lets do that Sat. night, it'll be fun!
yes, lets do that Sat. night, it'll be fun!
webspider:
scroll down, to clicks to eve. i feel warm tonight
being that ripe tomato i am
being that ripe tomato i am
i haven't cried in a long time. i guess it was bound to happen sooner or later, though i kind of assumed that when it did i would know why. i suppose it's probably all the stress i'm under right now. i hate that i can't blame it on my uterus.
i really want to run away. but i don't know what i want to...
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i really want to run away. but i don't know what i want to...
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razor13:
i was jus' tryin' to find a lil' silver lining in that cloud, i didn't mean to come off wrong, stress over life has been breakin' me down unexpectedly lately and i been goin' through a lot of depression, so i hope for a path through it for you....
murkling:
You should take a vacation to your DOGBOX . Maybe that could cheer you up? Seriously, feel better kiddos.
i just don't know...
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theanimal777:
i hate the feeling of running through a dark hall waiting to slam face first into a wall.
murkling:
I don't think that it has ever been discussed but I too love that movie. Usually my random movie quotes get missed. Good on you 
you can't win you can't break even and you can't get out of the game.
i'm bored, so very bored.
going to portland tonite but it just doesn't hold the same allure it once did. oh well, at least i'm getting out of the apartment for something other than class or buying cigarettes.
people keep saying things are gonna change but they look just like...
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i'm bored, so very bored.
going to portland tonite but it just doesn't hold the same allure it once did. oh well, at least i'm getting out of the apartment for something other than class or buying cigarettes.
people keep saying things are gonna change but they look just like...
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kinnie:
aww, I was so hoping your set would go up today! Of course, it's a bit early, but yeah... with 2-girl theme and all. Oh well. Well hmm, if you go to NYC for your birthday you will certainly have fun times to speak of!
And my teacher said yesterday that life only gets better... something about Aristotle's 2/3 rule...
Have fun in Portland.
And my teacher said yesterday that life only gets better... something about Aristotle's 2/3 rule...
Have fun in Portland.
nala:
kisses
culture shock. maybe that's it.
got home today and though i'm tired and glad to be staying in it's a trip to know that if i wanted to go out and drink or get pizza or a t-shirt that says "suck my dick" right now i couldn't. no, that's not right. that's not what i mean.
i'm not really sure what i'm trying to say....
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got home today and though i'm tired and glad to be staying in it's a trip to know that if i wanted to go out and drink or get pizza or a t-shirt that says "suck my dick" right now i couldn't. no, that's not right. that's not what i mean.
i'm not really sure what i'm trying to say....
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nyhcx516:
first of all, tryp, you didnt get taller, your head go bigger.
eve, it was great to meet you and hang out. you a very cool person. and you know what, NY is great, you should come back and visit real soon!!! this summer NY is goign to have several BIG parties and i would love to have you and all the west coast people come out for them. or at least the one im gonna have.
I and NYC miss you!!
... on a different note, ill be coming to visit soon. very soon
eve, it was great to meet you and hang out. you a very cool person. and you know what, NY is great, you should come back and visit real soon!!! this summer NY is goign to have several BIG parties and i would love to have you and all the west coast people come out for them. or at least the one im gonna have.
I and NYC miss you!!
... on a different note, ill be coming to visit soon. very soon
johnnyvonbondie:
Fuck, I know what you mean.
Twice in my life I've had the opprotunity to travel abroad for over a month a at time only to come home and go directly in what I call PVD: Post Vacation Depression.
It's sucks ass and I hate it and I can completly relate.
Hang tough. There is always plenty of PBR until the next trip!
JVB
Twice in my life I've had the opprotunity to travel abroad for over a month a at time only to come home and go directly in what I call PVD: Post Vacation Depression.
It's sucks ass and I hate it and I can completly relate.
Hang tough. There is always plenty of PBR until the next trip!
JVB
that's right motherfuckers, i'm going to new york tomorrow. i hope i can sleep tonite. and i hope i can find my crotcheting hook before i leave.
got my tragus pierced tonite. it looks very cute except for the wee bit of dried blood. my best friend and i were supposed to get our traguses pierced together, but instead she went on a date tonite....
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got my tragus pierced tonite. it looks very cute except for the wee bit of dried blood. my best friend and i were supposed to get our traguses pierced together, but instead she went on a date tonite....
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luna666:
you just left and i miss you already!
