hatefulerin

okay dudes, i'm going to make a real update now, not quoting retard songs.
i'm so tired. i should be sleeping right now.
i've been having an awesome extended weekend. the portland party kicked a great deal of ass. i want to see more pictures from it. i know someone got a super cute picture of me and siren in the papazon (sp?) chair, and i want to see it.
i just realized that three of the four(?) christmas presents i've recieved so far have been cool t-shirts, getting progressively more and more awesome.
why the hell did i just light up another cigarette? bah. must go to bed soon, but my bed is covered in clothes and i'm feeling so very lazy.
tomorrow i go to my mom's house for a week, do the holiday family stuff, and then off to new york!
i haven't done any christmas shopping yet. what is wrong with me?

oh, and i'm ridiculously excited to see my best friend who moved to iowa and is coming home for christmas. those of you who have hung out with me recently know how much i've been talking about her. she's getting in on monday night i think, and a big group of us are going to caravan down to seatac to pick her up. jesus i have to sleep soon...