Monday Oct 28, 2002

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i feel like hell again.
and the funny thing is that i'm doing it to myself.


that works on at least two different levels.

i want to go back to bed for a couple weeks.
just a couple weeks, then i'll get up.
funny thing is i'm not even tired.


this is one of my outright, shameless pleas for love and attention.
funny thing is i'm asking for the exact kind of attention i don't want; the placating attention where people tell you you're special when really they don't give a shit.


promise to stop being funny now.
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catculus:
*snog*
thrak:
For what it's worth, I have a pretty good idea of how you feel. I'm not going to say I know how you feel, because only you know that. I do know what's it like to spend too much time in bed because you can't come up with a good reason to get out. But there's nothing for you in bed either.
I know from experience that cutting yourself off from other people makes things even worse. My advice is too try to get out and socialize, force yourself to be productive, and be reminded of how good it can be to just hang out with friends. Hopefully, that will help a bit. Maybe it won't fix everything, but it will help take the edge off.

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