hatefulerin

i hope this works.

my set's up, that's awesome. other than that the day has been nothing exciting. still getting plans ironed out. still hoping it'll work.

it's storytime, to combat the boredom! here's a romance story my two best friends and i wrote one night at coffee. i miss them.

Eric nervously picked the grime from underneath his fingernails and looked around nervously for possible onlookers. The quiet solitude he had expected from the small cafe had been unexpectedly ruined by a group of navy men back from a long voyage...
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smoking when you have the hiccups is bad times.

another average day.
the end.

before i go to bed, just figured i'd say that i'm feeling better now. no more brooding or bitching or hating (for the time being). it's a wonder what pharmaceuticals can do.

i slowly grow to hate her, when once i loved her. but maybe i never really loved her, i just responded to her love for me. yet the love she gives me is the same love she gives everyone else. i'm another stop on the route, and it makes me hate myself more.
i'll never let her know.

it's not you; it's eve. i have to get away from her for a little while. maybe we will go out tonite, and eve will stay home.

fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

i hate the world.

and to paraphrase spooky: if you're reading this, there's a good chance that i hate you too.

i hope someday i get my michael jackson tattoo. i hope i have a great time at the anniversary party; i hope i'm not overcome with social anxiety. and i hope i meet seanbaby.

i'm finally back at school. yay!!
last night was fun and strange. my oldest sister had a birthday/house-warming party. we drove up to her house, an hour and a half away from home, and about 10 miles away from her house realized we forgot her presents. anyway, i ended up getting plastered with my sisters. it was such a trip; my big sister talked me...
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today was such a fucking terrible day.
first off, my mom sent my sister and i to some garage sale in BFE to buy birthday presents for our other sister. after some confusion we found the place, and it was really small and only had rusted old crap. oh yes, and my sister's birthday is tomorrow. so then we were on our way home, and...
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