Sunday Jul 11, 2004

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I swear to God i had this Life thing down not two months ago. What the hell happened to me?

I used to know all the things i wanted to accomplish, and the exact order in which i wanted to accomplish them; now i can't settle down on one solid goal for more than half a day.

I used to be pretty content more than half the time; now i always, always feel anxious and out of place.

I used to get a lot done in my free time; now i spend most of it daydreaming, staring at the ceiling, or suchlike.

I used to be pretty care-free; now i can't stop thinking about her.

She doesn't deserve this. What the hell am i doing? Why does this always get fucked up? Where have i gone wrong? Did i take a wrong turn? Or is this just a cruel joke, the tragicomic God Eros unravelling my best-laid plans to wipe his deific ass? Have any of you guys loved? How?

Something in the fuckin' air, SuperGP. We should all see pshrinks.
supergp:
Love sucks, first of all. If it were controllable, even a little bit, that would be different.

But, in my experience, love is like a rollercoaster, baby. All you can do, once you've sat down in the chair, is close your eyes and let it force you to throw up.

And you've sat, so just go for it at this point.

Oh, and she's pretty hot, and seems like a cool enough girl to boot, so don't worry so much.
coliwali:
Dude, calm down. Youre not the first guy to have an unreturned attraction to a girl. In fact, you may have noticed, its pretty common among our little social circle. So, let me ask you a dumb question. Have you actually told her how you feel about her?

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