So i said i was extremely. happy the other night, and i suppose i should offer some explanation, for my own sake. It's just damn cool to be doing something you love with people you love, to feel like you're not Wasting Time, to have good friends with whom you can hang out for no reason other than the friendship itself, and with whom you...
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So Squishy's entry reminded me of a poem i came across several months ago, which seems appropriate to this time of year.
Explosions In The Sky
They called us at the very last.
Those bastards, they knew we had no chance to respond.
Words like tiny explosions in the sky.
It seemed they should have meant something.
Desperately, they flared up, lingered for a moment,...
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Explosions In The Sky
They called us at the very last.
Those bastards, they knew we had no chance to respond.
Words like tiny explosions in the sky.
It seemed they should have meant something.
Desperately, they flared up, lingered for a moment,...
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coliwali:
624-4667
supergp:
Seth, I owe you a big one, and I'll explain next time I talk to you.
I am a hot girl. The picture in my profile? It is very, very sexy and alluring. Everybody, post in my journal and pretend like you care about what i have to say! Cleverly disguise your selfish lust in layer upon layer of wit and charm! I will return the favor by 'leading you on'. I will let you all think i'm sincerely 'looking for'...
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supergp:
Not that you're bitter.
coliwali:
If you show me your tits Ill buy something from your wishlist!
I am mutable. I suppose that should be more depressing than it is.
supergp:
mutable. adj. Capable of or subject to change or alteration.
depressing. vt. To lower in spirits; deject.
Depression would seem to be a subset of mutable, then.
depressing. vt. To lower in spirits; deject.
Depression would seem to be a subset of mutable, then.
So...
Have you considered the benefits of being a rock superstar? Live large? Big house? Blah blah? You're oblong?
Yeah, so i did some reading by C.S. Lewis to calm down a bit. Also because i think i'm supposed to be reading, like, ahh, Nicomachus or something, and i don't happen to have him on my shelf ATM.
To calm down a bit. Put things...
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Have you considered the benefits of being a rock superstar? Live large? Big house? Blah blah? You're oblong?
Yeah, so i did some reading by C.S. Lewis to calm down a bit. Also because i think i'm supposed to be reading, like, ahh, Nicomachus or something, and i don't happen to have him on my shelf ATM.
To calm down a bit. Put things...
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supergp:
Yes. If you track me down this morning, you can steal it now, or you'll have to wait until I get back from Motown.
ALL DIE TIME
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supergp:
The little girl said "I know how to spell "banana," but I don't know when to stop.
squishylizards:
i think i missed the point.
So i'm leafing through this old journal of mine, my only one really, from about 4 years ago. And what's depressing me is i could have written this shit yesterday. Different girl, different town.
You'd think i'd have learned by now.
Saw the elusive Coliwali at long last. Had a few beers, dizzied up a _few_ girls. Me and Coliwali - painting the town red....
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You'd think i'd have learned by now.
Saw the elusive Coliwali at long last. Had a few beers, dizzied up a _few_ girls. Me and Coliwali - painting the town red....
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supergp:
YOU ENTRY NO SENSE !!!! YOU SPEAK THE ENGLISH NOW?
I mean, seriously, what the fuck? I'm getting a little Oregon Trail vibe, I've got something about battlements and IHOP, and I guess you've met some chick.
I mean, seriously, what the fuck? I'm getting a little Oregon Trail vibe, I've got something about battlements and IHOP, and I guess you've met some chick.
coliwali:
We did no such thing.
A slim
young fascist
fresh from the Hole
slid into me
murdered me
with his eyes
and said, "Man,
why ain't you
doing something?"
All night
I sat up
All night
Wrote 5,000 words
explaining how
I
was doing something
but the slim cat--
beautiful fascist
didn't buy
it--nor
did I
completely.
-- 'On The Yard', Etheridge Knight
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young fascist
fresh from the Hole
slid into me
murdered me
with his eyes
and said, "Man,
why ain't you
doing something?"
All night
I sat up
All night
Wrote 5,000 words
explaining how
I
was doing something
but the slim cat--
beautiful fascist
didn't buy
it--nor
did I
completely.
-- 'On The Yard', Etheridge Knight
So these two ex-coworkers came in tonight,...
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squishylizards:
you know, i had a mix up in my mind, i know you are one of colin and geoff's friends, but i thought you were a different one, i'm sure we have met at some point, but i don't know where. anyway, i like your story. a theme which had been weighing heavily on my brain for a while now.
supergp:
Where the hell you been?
So then i find out what i already suspected: she doesn't love me. And i suppose that ought to hurt, but honestly i couldn't be more overjoyed. She's 19, for Christ's sake. If she had said she loved me, she would have been lying through her teeth. We would have had a good time for a few months, a year or two maybe, before we...
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supergp:
I have no idea what to say to any of that. But we should hang out sometime.
coliwali:
Yeah, where the hell you been?
Safehouse. Six o'clock. It is (as far as i can tell) a date.
Yet there's always this weird space of time where you don't really know what she means by the word 'cute'. Or, for that matter, what she means by consenting to a cup of coffee at Safehouse. So, red alert. Should i be straightforward and ask where we stand, or should i, in...
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Yet there's always this weird space of time where you don't really know what she means by the word 'cute'. Or, for that matter, what she means by consenting to a cup of coffee at Safehouse. So, red alert. Should i be straightforward and ask where we stand, or should i, in...
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I am trying desperately to fit myself into this gray box.
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squishylizards:
it's hard isn't it?
i would do a lot better if i knew that no one was ever going to read it, but i guess that isn't really the point.
i would do a lot better if i knew that no one was ever going to read it, but i guess that isn't really the point.
supergp:
<thedude>I gotta rash...</thedude>
I'm calm, much akin to a bomb.
i certainly can't think of any other explanation.
Hey it's cool that you're feeling good. Even if you don't exactly know why.