I have no idea what I’m doing, but a blogs a blog, right? My place to talk. So I’m going to talk.
I’m Ginger, I’m 29 years old. I’ve followed Suicide Girls for 16 years and have always looked up to the girls modeling on here. I love that there’s so many different styles that these women have and the reason I look up to them is because what sets them apart, makes them beautiful. I’m sure everyone at one time has been bullied or teased once in their lifetime. Now the things we have been teased about are what you may be attracted to.
I feel Suicide Girls is a place for the not “average” models- and I fucking love it.
I’ve always been teased for being so tall. I’m 5’11”.
Do you know how hard it is to date being a tall woman? No, I mean I’ve been this tall since 8th grade. I was made fun of a lot.
Now... guys dig it.
Also, I’m a redhead.
THAT absolutely had me in tears most of my life. And the fair complection wasn’t fair. I live in Texas. Pool parties all year around almost. My parents made me swim with long sleeve t shirts on. I was a dork.
But... now guys like redheads, and I hardly swim and am fully aware that skin cancer is a real thing.😇
Idk why, but it makes me feel special that I’m rare. Redhead, blue eyes, chubby, tall, and super into video games. I find I like a lot of things most girls don’t.
So, Why now?
I’ve always known I’ve wanted to be a Suicide girl. Always. Something always stopped me. “I’m not pretty enough”
“I’m too fat”
“I don’t have enough tattoos”
All just negative.
I’m 29. This is the youngest I’ll ever be the rest of my life. If I wanted this 16 years ago, and I still want it after I’ve matured, then reach for the stars, bonehead. I have nothing to lose and so much to gain.
Despite my body being less than ideal, I’m confident.
I wear my flaws with confidence.
