I feel like crap tonight. One of my friends was in town from Boston. I left him a message saying I would be at BJ's after midnight, since he was out somehwere else in Fredonia. I went to BJ's at about midnight, didn't see him and chilled in the corner reading the ArtVoice. While I was sitting in the corner this girl I used to work with at the paper came in with some of her friends. She didn't see me and I only caught her out of the corner of my eye. I should have gone and talked to her, but I didn't. I finished reading the paper and checked out another bar to see if my friend was there. He was, but he was leaving because he had an early flight Saturday morning. I had a beer there and went back to BJ's. My friend had left already. I wish I had talked to her. In my mind I'm believing that she didn't see me at all and that lets me off the hook, even though it doesn't. I suck.
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