harpys_revenge

My Harlow baby died Wednesday. She lived for 2 years. When Madusa died, I promised I wouldnt get all attached to the next rat. When I got Harlow, I tried really hard not to love her. I fed her, I let her out to run around, I changed her bedding. Then I looked her in the eyes.... And I was hooked to her. She loved burrowing into my shirts and head butting me if I didnt give her whatever she wanted or let her go where she wanted to. She was in Madusa's second cage, the converted guinea pig cage, and she practically lived in her hammock. She knew her name and what no meant. It was because of Sweet Face Harlow that Ive sold and adopted so many rats as pets. I talked about her all the time, had her photo on my name tag, and on my cell phone. I didnt spend enough time with her, I know that. I should have trained her and taken her out more often. But she lived a love filled, happy life.

When I took her to the vet, I made a long list of promises to her. I promised I would train Lucille, scrapbook and shadowbox Harlows pictures and items, that I wouldnt ignore any of my babies for a day, and that I would always keep her picture on my nametag for work and I would still talk about her to get ratties good homes. And I would think of her often. Ive quit crying in the past few days, because I have a lot of baby rats I need to tend to before they go to their new homes, and I need to start training lucy. I got a clicker from work and read a clicker training book, so I can start clicker training Lucy, and possibly Alice and Dinah when they get a tad older.

In other news, my coworkers and friends and I want to start stripping. We are completely unprepared. No outfits, no nothing. I have bellydancing to lean back on, but my friends dont have anything to lean on. Im trying to teach my friend to bellydance, which should be a ton of fun. She is too technical, and Im sure its going to take a while to get her to loosen up. Ive found some nice stripper outfits online, but if I want to bellydance, I dont want to be wearing a bikini top and all the things Ive seen. I want to go check out the places we'll be auditioning to and ask the mangers about costume. I want to wear the stereotypical gauzy. sequined, flowy pants and tied top. But I dont know if thats an option. I want to create a show, not just shake my fat ass and take my clothes off. I have plenty of 40 style clothes, and Id love to use that, too. I dont know, we'll see. I might just start off doing what everyone else does, and when I get my groove, I can audition to a more theatrical place and do what I want to. Meh, I want to bring the 'real woman' sexy back. Ive got big boobs, a fat round ass, and attitude to kill for. Id love to use that to conquer the world.

Des