Today I started the day despondent and bummed. I have a lead on a job but haven't heard anything this week. My love stayed over last night so the waking up in his arms part was lovely, but then he left to go to work, and my flatmate had already left... and I felt so listless. Like, yeah I could get up, and go for a run. But... who's going to care if I don't? What does it really matter?
I did get up eventually, about half 9. By 11am I pulled myself off the playstation. By that time I'd had coffee and I started changing my mindset.
Now, 12 hours later, my garden is weeded and replanted with tomato plants and courgettes, and the shrubs tidied and the herbs trimmed. I put a bowl of cut lavender and wild mint in the bathroom. I chucked some stuff out of the shed and cleared the stuff from the old concrete sink with a tap, so it can be used again.
I also started practising the godawful christmas carols that I've been given to learn on the harp. I dislike christmas in general. But the songs sell. My teacher is trying to get us a gig playing somewhere, and failing that I can always take a small harp out busking over the upcoming weeks.
I am going for a run tomorrow morning, for definite.
I did get up eventually, about half 9. By 11am I pulled myself off the playstation. By that time I'd had coffee and I started changing my mindset.
Now, 12 hours later, my garden is weeded and replanted with tomato plants and courgettes, and the shrubs tidied and the herbs trimmed. I put a bowl of cut lavender and wild mint in the bathroom. I chucked some stuff out of the shed and cleared the stuff from the old concrete sink with a tap, so it can be used again.
I also started practising the godawful christmas carols that I've been given to learn on the harp. I dislike christmas in general. But the songs sell. My teacher is trying to get us a gig playing somewhere, and failing that I can always take a small harp out busking over the upcoming weeks.
I am going for a run tomorrow morning, for definite.