I want to do an abhorrent amount of drugs and curl up in my bed and disappear for a while. 
I want affection with no strings attached.
I want stability.
I want to not feel the need to manipulate people.
I want to not have control issues.
I want love.
I want happiness.
Funny thing is, I'm the only one holding myself back.
    
  I want affection with no strings attached.
I want stability.
I want to not feel the need to manipulate people.
I want to not have control issues.
I want love.
I want happiness.
Funny thing is, I'm the only one holding myself back.
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  Squish!