harlowann

Boyfriend didn't get the job and he's taking it really badly. Hopefully he will find another one soon.

And as if my day wasn't already kinda crappy with that news..

My mom tells me she might be pregnant... Which i mean she's been married to my dad for 26 years. But the thing is I'm 20, my sisters are 15, and 13. It just kinda rubs me the wrong way. She's always complaining about how money is tight now how in the world would it be with adding another child into the picture. Not only a child but a freaking newborn baby. Plus with my parents luck they'd wind up having another baby girl haha. And another thing that really brings me down is the simple fact that even if my mom was pregnant... I wouldn't be apart of the baby's life what so ever. It would just put a whole new spin on things. I would feel bad about moving after she had another kid... UG ....

Oh life.

These are seriously all of the emotions i'm feeling right now.