My school loans are starting to come in 
I think even if i go back to school i have to be a full time student. Honestly i just can't do that again. I just get too stressed out when i'm full time. My learning disability really inhibits me from being able to succeed under that kind of stress. I hate it. I've just looked up...
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I think even if i go back to school i have to be a full time student. Honestly i just can't do that again. I just get too stressed out when i'm full time. My learning disability really inhibits me from being able to succeed under that kind of stress. I hate it. I've just looked up... Read More
spacelola:
Hey there... You should be able to get an extension.... Where are your loans through?
nacho1:
that was me but i kept a positive attitude. it hard but keep your head up. oil change tomorrow for me. take care.
Woo Hoo It's earth dayyyy. I did absolutely nothing today to help my environment. Sorry earth.
This is rather funny and sad all at the same time. I put $3 in my gas tank today before work hahaha... THEN while leaving the parking garage, I paid my $5.50 bill with $1 dollar bill and THE REST in change... I only have pennies in my wallet...
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Sorry earth. This is rather funny and sad all at the same time. I put $3 in my gas tank today before work hahaha... THEN while leaving the parking garage, I paid my $5.50 bill with $1 dollar bill and THE REST in change... I only have pennies in my wallet...
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squee:
Thank you so much for your lovely comment on my MR set, Garden Of Love hun. I had no idea they were trying to pass a bill like that, it's terrifying! 
bob:
Muchas gracias for the love left on my new set! I really appreciate it. 
This is going to be a semi long one.. bare with me please.
I've just come to the conclusion that I'm going to be a failure in my parents eyes and thats not going to change unless I get a kick ass degree, marry a wealthy white man, have lots of sons, stay home with said sons until they are old enough to go to...
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I've just come to the conclusion that I'm going to be a failure in my parents eyes and thats not going to change unless I get a kick ass degree, marry a wealthy white man, have lots of sons, stay home with said sons until they are old enough to go to...
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boxofhorror:
I understand your wanting to please your parents but you cannot live your life for them. I am sure you know this already but you have to live your life in a way that makes you happy. It's really up to you to decide how to balance the two or if you even want to. I find it surprising that your mother is putting such a heavy burden on you when it sounds like she has quite a few issues of her own.
While living through your mothers alcoholism may have put an unfair burden on you it as almost certainly made you a better person in spite of this. It sounds to me like your mother needs some professional help with her alcohol abuse problem. A well balanced person should not need to turn to substance abuse to make it through everyday life. If she is using the alcohol to get attention as you believe she is then your family needs to stop supporting this behavior and try to convince her to get help. It's not right for her to put this kind of burden on your family. I hope things turn out well for you.
While living through your mothers alcoholism may have put an unfair burden on you it as almost certainly made you a better person in spite of this. It sounds to me like your mother needs some professional help with her alcohol abuse problem. A well balanced person should not need to turn to substance abuse to make it through everyday life. If she is using the alcohol to get attention as you believe she is then your family needs to stop supporting this behavior and try to convince her to get help. It's not right for her to put this kind of burden on your family. I hope things turn out well for you.
nacho1:
my wifes mom is just like that. she was an alcohlic and she wants everyone to feel sorry for her. it makes me so mad. when i used to drink , i would not bring any of my beer inside and if i did, i would leave it in the downstairs fridge. it hard, trust me i know. hang in there. it will be good soon!!
Today just sucks. All of my friends go to colleges that are more than 45 minutes away.. and my best friend is so far up her verbally/emotionally abusive boyfriends ass that i haven't talked to her in about a month now. I have no friends here. It fucking blows
Sorry for whining but I'm PMSing like no other and sad/tired of my life.
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Sorry for whining but I'm PMSing like no other and sad/tired of my life.
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nacho1:
we love you too!!!
brittaney:
Everything will work out, hopfully, he'll man up. Im doing better. Im reaaallly happy that spring break is over.
I'm bored and tired. This weekend is going to be a lazy one. I already know.
*You should keep my company*
*You should keep my company*
majorboredom:
i would but...
I actually had a good day at work today. I guess I'm just getting use to only sleeping 4 or 5 hours a night. That doesn't mean i like getting up early any more than i did a few weeks ago though 
I did not pass my Barista certification test. Sad day.. BUT alas, i'm retaking it tomorrow lol. The only thing i screwed up...
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I did not pass my Barista certification test. Sad day.. BUT alas, i'm retaking it tomorrow lol. The only thing i screwed up...
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misfit99:
Wow I did not know they give you tests at carribou. Looks like ya gotta hit the books 
Maybe its just me. But my idea of fun doesn't consist of getting up at 5:30 in the morning, EVERY DAY THIS WEEK. 
I'm just NOT a morning person. So this whole "early bird" thing isn't working out. Hopefully, my boss will schedule me for a later time next week i sure hope so... But i'm kinda thinking that this is how things are going...
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I'm just NOT a morning person. So this whole "early bird" thing isn't working out. Hopefully, my boss will schedule me for a later time next week i sure hope so... But i'm kinda thinking that this is how things are going... Read More
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nacho1:
that dress is so beautiful on you. i think the 20's would be for me. all the illegal shit that was going around. all the gambling, boozing. right up my ally!!
ultimatelewser:
Thanks
It's Easter Weekend... Woo hoo. Spending time with my oh SO wonderful Family... yay.
Today was boyfriends birthday.. and NEITHER of his parents even mentioned it all day.. One of his sisters told his mom, "Hey, you know today's [Boyfriends Name] Birthday" his mom's response... "Oh, Huh well that's nice. Oh well." His mom is SUCH a bitch. None of his friends called him to...
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Today was boyfriends birthday.. and NEITHER of his parents even mentioned it all day.. One of his sisters told his mom, "Hey, you know today's [Boyfriends Name] Birthday" his mom's response... "Oh, Huh well that's nice. Oh well." His mom is SUCH a bitch. None of his friends called him to...
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ooni:
Dibs on Halter Dress with pink ribbon.
nacho1:
how was your weekend? mine was fun. let me know k!!
Boyfriend didn't get the job and he's taking it really badly. Hopefully he will find another one soon.
And as if my day wasn't already kinda crappy with that news..
My mom tells me she might be pregnant... Which i mean she's been married to my dad for 26 years. But the thing is I'm 20, my sisters are 15, and 13. It just kinda...
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Hopefully he will find another one soon. And as if my day wasn't already kinda crappy with that news..
My mom tells me she might be pregnant... Which i mean she's been married to my dad for 26 years. But the thing is I'm 20, my sisters are 15, and 13. It just kinda...
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spacelola:
I would be nervous... It's a huge change not to mention risky being that old....
spacelola:
Curves are better my dear.... Sexy and how a woman should look....
Your mom will probably be ok...
Your mom will probably be ok...
First day of work today. It went fairly well. Just a lot of information. My brain is on overload and probably about to explode. Not to mention i only got MAYBE three hours of sleep last night. Already know i'm gonna have a problem with one of the girls. I can NOT stand people who think they know it all. It drives me up a...
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spacelola:
I need cuddles and I would love cuddles from you..
nacho1:
heres a big hug for you!!!
Umm...
So, Last night I had a dream that I was making out with some girl. We made out for hours and hours. Then she undressed me. Kissed me all over and then went down on me...
I've never, in my entire life, had a dream like that.
But Lordy, Lordy... was it a hot one.
So, Last night I had a dream that I was making out with some girl. We made out for hours and hours. Then she undressed me. Kissed me all over and then went down on me...
I've never, in my entire life, had a dream like that.
But Lordy, Lordy... was it a hot one.
ninenine:
That sound like dream i have every night welcome to my world . Please form a line to my right and exit to my left. remember contents of your overhead bins might of shifted in to travel in to my dreams
thank you for being apart of my demented fantasies
Anyway great dream how have you been there sugar plum is everything going well in your world. Did your boyfriend land his new job?
thank you for being apart of my demented fantasies
Anyway great dream how have you been there sugar plum is everything going well in your world. Did your boyfriend land his new job?
dorsal:
thank you for telling me your story, i cant imagine how much harder it would be to have your fiance be afraid to tell your family you guys are engaged, that must be so aggravating.
especially that you can never be close to his little sister.
but i totally agree with what you said, sometimes they get too hard core where everything gets twisted
if she wanted to be hardcore in her religion for HERSELF, then more power to her
but if its for the approval of her boyfriend and friends, then she is so weak (my friend)
and its sad your fiances little sister's mother is changing her too, that must be so hard
life is crazy
especially that you can never be close to his little sister.
but i totally agree with what you said, sometimes they get too hard core where everything gets twisted
if she wanted to be hardcore in her religion for HERSELF, then more power to her
but if its for the approval of her boyfriend and friends, then she is so weak (my friend)
and its sad your fiances little sister's mother is changing her too, that must be so hard
life is crazy
I start training on Tuesday for work. Tuesday-Thursday 9-5... Just training. Oh well, at least i'll be getting paid for it. I can't complain! It'll also be kind of nice because EVERYONE who's going to be working there is going through training because its a new shop. So that will be nice as well.
I'll also let you all know how boyfriends interview goes on...
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I'll also let you all know how boyfriends interview goes on...
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spacelola:
I am ok sweetness....
nacho1:
Thats good that everyone is starting at the same time. Good luck to your man on getting the job. Take care.