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Thursday Jan 11, 2007

Jan 11, 2007
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God i seriously just want to go travelling ASAP and i have such a long way to go! But it is my intention. Just so many obsitcles. Money, and then getting a British passport and then having enough money to go travelling and then being with my boyfriend. Both of us have contracted Genital Herpes so Im feeling pretty shattered about that. I feel like damaged goods. I have no idea where I got it from and it means I am infected for life! frown My boyf is super into me and I think he wants us to be together for ever.

Right now, I just want to get to work and pay off the remainder of my debts and apply for my Naturalisation as British citizen and have money to travel when I get approved and get my British passport.

And Im seriously thinking about my future because Im turning 28 in a few weeks and I still dont know what I want to do with myself. Im not so stressed out about that fact, but I do want to do SOMETHING. Im just pulled in so many directions. I often think about being a DJ again, especially since there are so many female DJs now, but then Im also pulled in the dancing direction because I know that is my passion. And then I think, well why dont you do them together - be a dancer and a DJ. Im more than happy to do that.

I know for sure that I want to travel and I want to be my own boss doing something I love...
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uni:
Thanks for the nice comment on my set smile
Jan 11, 2007
s_eldorado:
I feel for you but don't sweat the herpes too much - it's not as bad as you think!!

I don't have it but wouldn't hesitate to date or sleep with someone if they did. Why?

1) You can only spread it when you have a physical outbreak
2) More than 1 in 3 people in North America have it. (not sure about UK)
3) The outbreaks only last a couple of days and there are treatments to help relieve/reduce the severity of the symptoms.

The best way to reduce outbreaks is to take care of yourself (eat well, sleep well, exercise and reduce stress).

Several of my friends have it and are open about it. 2 of the girls I used to date had it and they just came out and told me before we had sex. We were closer and more open about everything because of it.

In any case, very best of luck with your aspirations.
Jan 14, 2007

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