harlow

Wow, a lot has been going on in my world.

I have been working countless long hours on my website. This has meant a lot of changes and doing it in Frontpage makes it so much longer cos I havent figured out Dreamweaver yet and Im using My moms pc while Im living with her.

Im feeling more and more confident about my site. This will eventually bring me a lot of money because I am determined to make this work. My intention is to make 1000 a WEEK. I know it will start out as a month, but a week is my aim.

I still havent applied for any jobs because I have been working so hard on my website. I have so much to do as well and I want to get back to swimming and dance classes twice a week. I had planned on going back to lapdancing a couple nights a week but I wont be ready to do anything until im satisfied with my website...

So, that was work. On the love front, well, things have been hotting up!

When I was back in Newquay on Thurs and Fri to fetch my stuff. I stayed over at D's place and we had such a great time. We stayed in bed all morning and he eventually managed to get me naked even tho I protested for ages. But boy was I glad he did in the end! Oh my FUCKING GOD!!!!! I have had A LOT of sex in my life and I mean A LOT but no one has ever done me the way he did me and we didnt even shag! Oh man, he made me come like a steam train and didnt ask for anything in return. My head was spinning too much for me to do anything in return anyway. Oh fuck me, I am so hooked on this guy! HE should give lessons to all men on how to please a woman cos damn this guy knew exactly what to do. I cannot believe I have had so much sex and only just experienced how good things can be! No offence to my ex boyfriends but none of them did it the way he did it. Damn...

Saturday night I went to Opium in Soho to see Shanie and my hot brazillian showed up with his mates. We danced and then went home. Same again, fucked liked demons till it hurt, it was good, but I just cant come with this guy and well, I had D on my mind the whole time. I was rather wishing i was in bed with him instead... Thing is hot brazillian is kinda into me and talking about when he sees me again and sending me texts saying he wishes he was in bed with me and so on. I like him, he is sweet, but he's not D. Even tho D and I hardly know eachother, it just felt right being with him. It felt natural. He even said something in passing about me marrying a kiwi and living in new zealand. I wasnt sure if that was a hint or if he was testing me. Probably testing me. I missed him so bad for a couple days after I got back to London. If it was meant to be, we will find eachother again. He is something special and I know what Im talking about having known so many men in my life.

Sunday night I went to dinner at Satsumo, my fave restaurant, with Tom the guy who looks a bit like Stephen Dorf. He is only like 22 or something and well, Im just not attracted to him. I felt kinda bad cos I think he was hoping something was gonna happen but really, I am too much Woman for him. He is still a boy. Sweet tho.

Hot brazillian has the hottest fucking body too:


And he whisperes fiercly into my ear in Portugese while we're fucking. The only word I understand is "gostoso" which means tasty. Gosh darn it, sometimes I do get so lucky

So thats about it, my world has been all about hard work, hot sex and mo money this past week haha!