oh man, i just wanna get rid of this 9-5 so i can be free to dye my hair blue and get all the tattoos i want
but what will i do for money? id like to work in a book store. but i really wanna travel. i want to learn video editing so i can make documentary films about life today. go round the world just documenting how people are.
i look at all the beautiful girls with coloured hair, facial piercings, tattoos everywhere and im like, how do they make money to live on???
i want to be free to truly be who i am, show who i am, but i dont know what to do outside of a 9-5.
ive tried being a lapdancer. and a horse groom. but neither made much money. i loved being a lapdancer, being on stage and making the men cry when i danced for them, but trying to make money out of it was a bitch. i felt like i was a beggar. and i know i dont need to beg - it should be the other way round!!!
i just wish i knew inspiring people. people who lived their desires, who do exactly what they want and damn the man!
thats part of the reason i am here, i want to be inspired, i want to be supported, i want to be around people like me, the person i am inside, the person people hear but dont see and im always misunderstood because what they see is not what they hear...
i want to dance, and take photographs, and film and write. i want to travel and meet all kinds of strange and wonderful people. i want to collect things from everywhere i go and keep them in my own home. i want to have movie nights with my friends and play movies on the wall with a projector while we all sit on bean bags. i want to be a dj again.
i want to be invited out all the time. i want people to want to be around me. i want to get all the men i want and for them to be thankful for it.
i want to be unforgettable, unstopable, inigmatic, exuberant, outrageous and addictive.
these things i already am, but i am lifetimes ahead of everyone else so it feels like its just me lost in a world of ignorance. im tired of being around people who dont LIVE. default people.
open your minds, ask questions, do stuff and have something to say. come on people - wake the fuck up!
but what will i do for money? id like to work in a book store. but i really wanna travel. i want to learn video editing so i can make documentary films about life today. go round the world just documenting how people are.
i look at all the beautiful girls with coloured hair, facial piercings, tattoos everywhere and im like, how do they make money to live on???
i want to be free to truly be who i am, show who i am, but i dont know what to do outside of a 9-5.
ive tried being a lapdancer. and a horse groom. but neither made much money. i loved being a lapdancer, being on stage and making the men cry when i danced for them, but trying to make money out of it was a bitch. i felt like i was a beggar. and i know i dont need to beg - it should be the other way round!!!
i just wish i knew inspiring people. people who lived their desires, who do exactly what they want and damn the man!
thats part of the reason i am here, i want to be inspired, i want to be supported, i want to be around people like me, the person i am inside, the person people hear but dont see and im always misunderstood because what they see is not what they hear...
i want to dance, and take photographs, and film and write. i want to travel and meet all kinds of strange and wonderful people. i want to collect things from everywhere i go and keep them in my own home. i want to have movie nights with my friends and play movies on the wall with a projector while we all sit on bean bags. i want to be a dj again.
i want to be invited out all the time. i want people to want to be around me. i want to get all the men i want and for them to be thankful for it.
i want to be unforgettable, unstopable, inigmatic, exuberant, outrageous and addictive.
these things i already am, but i am lifetimes ahead of everyone else so it feels like its just me lost in a world of ignorance. im tired of being around people who dont LIVE. default people.
open your minds, ask questions, do stuff and have something to say. come on people - wake the fuck up!
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