hardluck5413

This weekend for the most part has been really cool. I had a show on Friday night and got a good response from the audience. We are the first Sacramento psychobilly band so it's nice that people are giving us a shot. More importantly,.....on February 12th we are fucking opening for the Nekromantix!!!!! How fucking rad is that? Last night I had a birthday party at my house. So much liquor was consumed! It was crazy. Well, now is the drama side of my entry. I've been talking to this girl so I guess we have been sorta seeing each other. Last night we were totally making out in my room and we got to talking. We decided that since she lived far away that we shouldn't have a long distance relationship and that we should just be cool when we hang out. That was all fine. So we start making out again and then we decide to go back to the party. Before we go out there, she says, "We should finish this later." Totally led me up for goodness. Later in the hall I was nibbling on her neck and she said, "I can't wait to finish up later". So the party ends and we are going to bed. We get in bed and what is the first thing she says?? I'm sleepy, I just want to lay here and fall asleep. Making it painfully obvious in every way that she no longer wanted to "finish up". It's like when she's drinking, she is all for it. When she is sober she doesn't want any part of it. This is the 3rd time it's happened. What does this mean??? I'm totally stumped. Next time she does this should I just tell her not to start something she can't finish?? I'm totally frustrated. Help!!!!!