hardi

Patience... this is something I don't have. It's pretty bad, too. I went home to NOVA this weekend and EVERYONE I hung out with has someone. I was just shocked. I am the only single girl out of all of my girlfriends and it kinda blows. Even my roommate is going down to Georgia this weekend to go to 'family weekend' at the army base with someone she has a crush on. So its safe to say that right now I'm a bit lonely. I know I gotta be patient or I'm going to end up dating some crazy stalker or someone who turns gay... haha.

I do kinda have this crush on this waiter at B Dubs. The funny thing is I found him very sweet and awesome when he started bashing the Yankees and talking about the Red Sox... I dunno why but him talking smack to me about the Yankees pissed me off but made me want him even more. It was playful flirting but I want to go back, ask for him and then give him my number. When it comes to things like that though I am a complete shy girl. Its rather funny because I'm not shy at all usually. I dunno... its hard to be patient and to flirt when I act like a complete loser, giggly school girl when it happens. I am such a loser

Well I need to just keep focusing on me. I need to get ready to move, keep up with school and get a second job. Yay for the shitty economy. I just gotta worry about me and the right guy will come along the way... hopefully