I visited my mother in hospital today. She was feeling well so far... She will be allowed to walk for the first time, since she entered hospital 4 weeks ago, tomorrow. She is still in pain and gets heavy medication, but at least she knows which day it is and she remembers things that happened more than 5 minutes ago. That is quite an improvement considering my last entry.
Friday is my birthday... I don't feel like birthday ... I don't feel like celebrating at all
Another thing I (try) to think about lately: my future...
My time in the air force ends in 2 years, but I can start some kind of education for my civil life this summer. I thing about getting a BoE although I finished school 10 years ago. As the air force is paying for it, I can concentrate on the studies and wont have to think about earning money.
Friday is my birthday... I don't feel like birthday ... I don't feel like celebrating at all

Another thing I (try) to think about lately: my future...
My time in the air force ends in 2 years, but I can start some kind of education for my civil life this summer. I thing about getting a BoE although I finished school 10 years ago. As the air force is paying for it, I can concentrate on the studies and wont have to think about earning money.
well, i know that whatever you decide to do, and put your mind to it, you can achieve it.
i dunno i had some odd dream... and it really inspired me to do well in whatever im going to do... does that make sense? haha.
and yeah im glad to be back.
i hope things are okay and will be okay.
i will add you to AIM once i get the chance because im not logged in right now.
i hope you at least eat cake on your birthday
you dont have to celebrate too much. but just be glad you made it to this age.
some people dont get to see it and so i guess that's the positive of it
take it easy