It's not something I can just share publicly on my Facebook or anything but I feel with this site and no one knowing me here I can safely talk about it. It's not at all a harmful fetish to her or me but it is very odd. Still, I want to talk about it and see if anyone else is really like minded and get some opinions especially from women.
First off, I am VERY submissive. I always have been. Unfortunately, I have never really experienced a relationship that lets me explore that side of me. This fantasy is part of that. I would like to roleplay with her being "sadistic" and "hurting me." Obviously, none of this would be real but she would pretend to cut on me, torture me and even kill me. She would have complete dominance over me in this roleplay putting me completely at her "mercy." I would "beg" for her to not hurt me and spare me in this roleplay. I would be completely helpless under her power. As I said I am very submissive and being completely helpless to bend at her every whim would really turn me on.
I know this isn't a normal fantasy by any means but I would go at it in an healthy and respectful way. There would be little to none of me actually being hurt. At most some very light brushes across my skin with a knife, not hard enough to cut (this would only be deep into the relationship where there is a common trust.), some slaps and strangulation as I enjoy being strangled. It would all be safe with safe words or actions if things went a little too far or got out of hand.
I just want to know others opinions on this. This site seems to welcome of or the alternative and more "taboo" lifestyles. So just let me know your thoughts.
