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hardboiledshamus

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Friday Jan 20, 2012

Jan 20, 2012
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Well, tonight is not a good night.... If anyone read my last blog, they knew what I was going through and knew that I was planning to ask this girl out. She still wouldn't text me so we never got to hang out. I tried again today and she finally texted back. She mentioned she had gone on a date last night..... I was crushed. At that point I knew I had to tell her how I felt, and did. I could only text her because we obviously weren't hanging out anymore. She did take it well and I told her how I felt but also told her that I wished her luck with this guy. They went on a date last night, but nothing is official. She really likes him, but isn't sure if he likes her in the same way. I meant what I said. I am far from in love with her or anything, but I do wanna see her happy. She did say she wanted to be friends, at least there's that. I told her I would love to be friends. But, it still sucks. Finally feeling something for someone and believing they may actually feel that same way only to find out they like someone else. Not to mention it being right around the time you were trying to admit those feelings and ask them out. I really don't know what is going to happen from now on. It will probably be even longer before someone can break the wall and cause me to have feelings for them.

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