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Thursday Jan 08, 2009

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Hi,
My name is b and I like long walks on the beach at sunset and cocktails with little umbrellas. I think that... oh no that's the other website, and I'm married to a mucho magnifico woman, so forget that false start and try again.

Hello my name is b, and I'm just frustrated with simply being me. I have this magnificent feeling that I should be something else, something greater and more significant, but when I really look at myself to see what I want to change, I don't really know that there's anything I want to change. Well nothing a Swedish penis pump wouldn't fix but eeerrrmm, I'm not really ready to go down that road.

So why does that mean that you guys end up reading my rant?
Well I'm overseas at the moment, jet lagged as Hell, if Hell hadn't slept for 36hrs, sitting through boring arse conference days and I came the long road round a thought process to the stunning realization that I don't actually express myself in anyway anymore. I used to write, paint, make music and the grand sum total of 18months ago I used to have really interesting discussions with people that I never meet but probably have more in common with than the people that I meet everyday. So I though I'd start expressing myself again here. Baby steps little b, baby steps.

Magnificent! I have no idea about what any of you have been doing while I have been concertedly working myself into a general sketchbook charcoal rubbing of what I once should have been, and really don't know I you should have read past the first line... Hi was the first line, it was 21 lines ago. Wasn't 21 Jumpstreet great, I've gotta track those down on DVD. Does anyone know where the name Blu-ray came from?

Looks like I need to re-learn how this site works and try and skim through some back friends entries.

Holy crap this place is different, but my last journal entry according to this calendar to the left was the 5th of July 2006... done anything interesting since then?

Well I should stop, do they have an emoticon for "blissfully ignoring the way the world really is and instead worrying that this coffee tastes pond water strained through a vacuum bag, but a paper one not one those material ones"

I have a headache but I hope to get in touch,

b.
toxic_holiday:
you need to update more frequently! smile
Apr 28, 2009

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