happygrl

This isn't a mental break down...but it may look like one

This weekend...temptation was in the form of a glass of wine or a hit from the bong...but I was a good girl and remembered how shitty I felt last week from a glass of wine and skipped meds .... So through my contemplation this weekend...I got curious and thought I could find a solution in the form of mental conditioning and decided to do some research.

Sitting in the library...skimming through chemistry, psychology, and sociology books...the wheels are turning and I think I get it and start to write something down....when some dumb ass taps me on the shoulder to ask, "What library am I in?" I'm dumbfounded "What?" And again, he speaks... "What is the name of this library?" Pointing to the sign on the wall, I say the name and then go back to my notebook. But ...that profound thought was lost. So no medical breakthroughs today...sorry junkies...I haven't found your cure....or mine...but then again...I'm not a scientist either... So...I will be using myself to try out this conditioning theory....