Its a weird thing to realize something about yourself, that you never thought could possibly be true...this odd revelation occurred to me the other day.. I'm a freakin masochist. I always said no, I'm a sadist, I get off on inflicting pain, not receiving. Yet here I am, ready for scarification and considering suspension hooks.
Left work early Tuesday to spend the day with Ms M (ex girlfriend) and her family, it was the greatest feeling still being loved by them. Had a great, platonic, night with her. Knowing that I still care a great deal about her....it was probably masochistic to put myself in that situation. She says she knows someone that does suspension and industrial piercings...she's getting hooked in the next 2 weeks. all I could think about was how erotic I found the hooks to be and wondering if I could withstand that after I get my corset piercing.
Hmmm... I say go for it 
Tomorrow we do our little gift exchange at work, my favorite person picked me and bought me Trainspotting. We watched it tonight and tomorrow we'll have fun laughing about it while everyone else opens their gifts. I love that guy, he's like my little brother
This is probably the longest ramble I have had in awhile...
These people scare me
Now its off to the shower...then bed...lets hope I make it in on time tomorrow
to make up for that which I am missing... yes, you special someone
Left work early Tuesday to spend the day with Ms M (ex girlfriend) and her family, it was the greatest feeling still being loved by them. Had a great, platonic, night with her. Knowing that I still care a great deal about her....it was probably masochistic to put myself in that situation. She says she knows someone that does suspension and industrial piercings...she's getting hooked in the next 2 weeks. all I could think about was how erotic I found the hooks to be and wondering if I could withstand that after I get my corset piercing.
Hmmm... I say go for it
Tomorrow we do our little gift exchange at work, my favorite person picked me and bought me Trainspotting. We watched it tonight and tomorrow we'll have fun laughing about it while everyone else opens their gifts. I love that guy, he's like my little brother
This is probably the longest ramble I have had in awhile...
These people scare me
Now its off to the shower...then bed...lets hope I make it in on time tomorrow
to make up for that which I am missing... yes, you special someone VIEW 19 of 19 COMMENTS
brite_red_scream:
oh oh! a corset piercing...that's fuckin awesome 
i heart them....but i don't wanna get it done unless i can keep it for a lonnnnnnnnnnng time and they're usually only temporarily unless you have the extreme patience to deal with em...and yes....i've seen Gummo lots of times....hehehe...i never get tired of it.
i heart them....but i don't wanna get it done unless i can keep it for a lonnnnnnnnnnng time and they're usually only temporarily unless you have the extreme patience to deal with em...and yes....i've seen Gummo lots of times....hehehe...i never get tired of it.
brite_red_scream:
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