0
Well as I thought Jenna died the next day. So I've been busy with the funeral and such. I know it sounds bad but death was the only thing that could help Jenna. Nothing that we did helped her. We may have extended her life but in the end we couldn't save her. I'm really not as sad as I thought I would be. I'm...
Read More
0
Oh life dosen't get much more sad than watching a 19 year old die. I spent most of my morning today with my friend/patient Jenna and her family. When I left she was taking what we in the medical world call death gasps. They asked me to leave so that they could be alone with her as a family. I'm sure by now that she's...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
yuriel:
*sighs* *hugs*
jehu_:
My goodness that is a somber entry.

I hope all else is going okay. Sorry I haven't been around too much to leave comments. I still do get and appreciate your group emails. Is the homelife doing alright?
0
So I'm feeling kinda bad right now. Not only is everything in my social life going wrong right now but I've suspected for a week or so that I may be pregnant again. Now for most married couples this is a good thing. But I knew that Jason wouldn't be happy about this. There are just alot of underlying things. Pregnancy is really hard on...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
geraldine:
I'm so sorry Hon! *HUGS*
Why would your hubby be upset? I know it's hard, but...
I'm sending you positive vibes. If you need to talk, I'm here for you! kiss

I think it's from The Presidents of the United States. Or Dead Presidents.....That was a funny song. I would kill for a peach cobbler with vanilla ice cream!! YUM!!

synnove:
i'm sorry to hear about that frown i hope things turn out for you.

and about my lotion, the 4 different lotions go on four different parts of my body... hehe
0
Things are still pretty messed up with my friends at work. I did talk to my boss and she says that I don't need to worry about my job. She said that she just had to "address the issue". Whatever that means. I guess it just means that she has to humor them.

I heard from some people that Kathy my ex best friend has...
Read More
yuriel:
ill try
theres too much shit i need. not want mind you but need
aka house of my own decent job, life... oh yeah certain significant other to hump my brains out tongue
no shit the lattermost is needed more than anything lol
well im sorry about your friends at work sounds like yer getting fucked over and backstabbed. not surprising frown
poor kathy :\
that sucks i wish i knew what to tell you and her :x
*hugs*
EL SUICIDO LOCO
mad love
0
Feeling better!

Today is Tyson's first day of school! I can't believe that I have a kid old enough to go to school! we're really excited. We're off to go school shopping. Nothing like instilling some good old procrastination into the kid reall early!! biggrin
granny:
awww, thats adorable! I loved back to school shopping when I was in elementary school blush
yuriel:
pretty freaky huh
damn i feel old hehe
EL SUICIDO LOCO
0
I had an amazing weekend! I met these girls that are making a film about boat punks. I ended up spending the whole weeking out on these homade boats, around campfires. We went dumpster diving and I sleped outside. I just really needed to get away and think and this was perfect!

Things at work are still the same. Hopefully I'll hear back from those...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
lostanddazed:
you don't have Big feet do you??? how much will this cost me blush blush
yuriel:
im trying not to be too sad
but i need lovin from a hottie lol
and i need like... well to not have to feel like a burden and a bum and stuff heh
*shrugs*
thanks for the concern dear smile
0
I had a really crappy day!!!! I've been waiting for a few weeks to find out if I got this disbatcher job at work. So today I found out that I didn't get it. Not gettting the job isn't the wost thing in the world. You don't get paid more. It's just different work. It's more of a status thing in the office. Two people...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
nic:
Man, your child is soooo Goth.
yuriel:
*hugs you tight*
i hope things get better dearie :x
mad love
EL SUICIDO LOCO
0
Things are good here. I had a hardworking weekend at home. Cleaned some and did lots of laundrey. Kinda sucks cuz we were gonna go away this weekend but couldn't get a sitter. Oh well.... I went to the gym and ran 2 miles. I also did some yoga. My arms always hurt alot after that! frown I must do yoga wrong. Isn't it sposta make...
Read More
0
I"m feeling good! I'm helping i_have_dreams with this film tour thing that he's doing. I'm trying to find a venue in my area thats not too stuck up or expensive.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
yuriel:
thanks yo. i didnt really know what i feel like doing more
vomiting
ripping someones head off
or just breaking everything in sight hten killing anyone who has a word to say about it?.... damn people.
*shrugs*
EL SUICIDO LOCO
mad love
sexypalegirl:
i noticed you signed a members page and he is my friend as well.(kittybear)...yes wisconsin weather right now does suck,wheres the hot august nights,been by the pool once so far....

my brother in law lives in lacrosse,his wifes parents in west salem actually,isnt that funny biggrin

lets chat sometime smile

i love punk boys,my husbands band the cherrypops play punk,like the ramones but poppy and with makeup,if your into that come to milwaukee sept.11th a bar called the rock shop,youd love them.

[Edited on Aug 12, 2004 10:44PM]
0
I chopped all of my hair off. I don't konw what I was thinking. I think I was trying to relive my punk days. If I dyed my hair pink they'd fire me for sure. Is this what a midlife crisis looks like??? eeek
lostanddazed:
Don't cut your hair......can you glue it back on???? kiss kiss kiss kiss
lostanddazed:
Yes,I can....it's fallen off many of a time,and just glued it back on....... blush blush blush blush blush blush blush