I haven't been around for awhile. I had a horrible toothache and I went to the dentist. It turned out that a root canal that I had done awhile ago had not been done properly and had to be redone...........by and ENDODONTIST!!!!$$$$$$$$$
So while I was at the endodontist guy he decides that the tooth next to the tooth he was doing needs a root...
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So while I was at the endodontist guy he decides that the tooth next to the tooth he was doing needs a root...
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I don't know how to "be" in my marriage. I know that it's falling apart. There have been times already that we've concidered divorce and we've only been married a little over a year. I feel like there are three major things that he does that make our relationship hard. 1) He dosen't listen to me. So that makes me feel like what I say...
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jade:
Aww, thank you for your comment on my set. 
I was moving around a lot but it was all in the same room.
And relationships are the hardest thing in ths world...
I was moving around a lot but it was all in the same room.
And relationships are the hardest thing in ths world...
lostanddazed:
I think it's time for you to take a drug test !!!
MY husband is on our roof right now putting up christmas lights. It's 10:00 pm and it's like 28 degrees outside. I hope he dosen't fall off and break his neck. Then who would put up my christmas lights?? 
They are the preattiest lights! They are those big fat old fashion lights ONLY PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My husband and I have a differrence of opinoin on how...
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They are the preattiest lights! They are those big fat old fashion lights ONLY PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My husband and I have a differrence of opinoin on how...
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yuriel:
glad the baby is better
good luck on yer group therapy
*sighs* sorry to hear about all yer fucked up dysfunctional family issues :\
hmm
yeah cute imagery i hope he doesnt break yer neck either
hehe and yall will figure all this holiday hijinx out no?
dont sweat the small shit
i have to constantly so you shouldnt
good luck on yer group therapy
*sighs* sorry to hear about all yer fucked up dysfunctional family issues :\
hmm
yeah cute imagery i hope he doesnt break yer neck either
hehe and yall will figure all this holiday hijinx out no?
dont sweat the small shit
i have to constantly so you shouldnt
lostanddazed:
gobble,gobble
UGH! My poor baby. She's soooooooooo sick. She has pnuemonia in both lungs and an ear infection. She's also really dehydrated. The doctor wants to put her in th hospital if she dosen't get better in a few days. She might need to have her lungs tapped. I really hope that she gets better soon.
Fortunately I'm only schedualed 3 days this week. SO I...
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jehu_:
I can sympathize with your sick baby. I am sick myself and it is making me complain like one.
Make sure you don't accidentally get a price tag on your while at Toys R Us. Someone might just up and take you home.
Sure, it sounds like a good idea for me to work at your hospital, but will you still come into the library when I continually give you the wrong books? More importantly, what happens when all the patients start passing away because I secretely replaced the medical journals with Folgers Chrystals?
Make sure you don't accidentally get a price tag on your while at Toys R Us. Someone might just up and take you home.
Sure, it sounds like a good idea for me to work at your hospital, but will you still come into the library when I continually give you the wrong books? More importantly, what happens when all the patients start passing away because I secretely replaced the medical journals with Folgers Chrystals?
yuriel:
hope shes feeling better soon!
hope shes feeling better soon!
Work,work, work, work, work, work, work, work. I don't have a day off untill Sunday. BOOOOOOOO.
The family that adopted my sisters' baby came up this weekend and brought Eli. She is so big! It's hard to believe that it was 2 years ago that Colleen gave her up. Eli has this flaming red hair. It's so pretty!
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The family that adopted my sisters' baby came up this weekend and brought Eli. She is so big! It's hard to believe that it was 2 years ago that Colleen gave her up. Eli has this flaming red hair. It's so pretty!
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jehu_:
There are mom and pop punk shops here in Portland. I try to convince teenage girls to frequent those instead.
What time would I have to wake up on a Sunday to make it to brunch in Wisconsin in the van?
What time would I have to wake up on a Sunday to make it to brunch in Wisconsin in the van?
lostanddazed:
38D's those babies are big,,,, 
Things here are some better. I'm going to an AODA therapist. We'll see how that goes. My boss actually caught on to how bad I was feeling. She also found out that I've been drinking quite a bit. (everyday) So she suggested I go see someone. She also suggested that I go back to an AA or a NA meeting. I haven't gotten to that...
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lostanddazed:
redoing the bathrooms...it's not pretty
sexypalegirl:
hope your feeling better,keep the spirits of positive alive,keep telling yourself it will get better,ive been there before
good luck to u i will be thinking of you
hugs
good luck to u i will be thinking of you
hugs
Things have gotten pretty crappy again.... I don't really know what to do to make myself feel better. I'm just so sad. I've been drinking alot lately. Everynight for about 3 weeks. I never thought that I would get to a point again where I would relapse and I would have no one to go to. to help me. It's like I've gone full circle...
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I don't really know what to do to make myself feel better. I'm just so sad. I've been drinking alot lately. Everynight for about 3 weeks. I never thought that I would get to a point again where I would relapse and I would have no one to go to. to help me. It's like I've gone full circle... Read More
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sexypalegirl:
oh my god iknow where you are coming from
im so stressed,no friends are around any more
my car accident injury goes no where
my insides get worse,my eating is none
stress makes you all messed up
we used to do things,now school and no alone time
friends arent around,which makes for no socialization
it seems sometimes ruts are made and theres no way out,and nothing goes right,i hear you loud and clear
you run out of positive things to say and do
im stuck at home all day with these thoughts cant work cause of my injury.makes more stress to come
meditation is good,calms the mind
yoga or just a good hobby
im in a rut since a year or more with this accident crap
hang in there,call some friends
laugh,dont drink yourself away from the problems
be stronger than that
hey if we(husband)and i come up to lacrosse,brother lives there,i will let u know lets hook up for sure
stay cool it will be ok
talk to me anytime
love
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im so stressed,no friends are around any more
my car accident injury goes no where
my insides get worse,my eating is none
stress makes you all messed up
we used to do things,now school and no alone time
friends arent around,which makes for no socialization
it seems sometimes ruts are made and theres no way out,and nothing goes right,i hear you loud and clear
you run out of positive things to say and do
im stuck at home all day with these thoughts cant work cause of my injury.makes more stress to come
meditation is good,calms the mind
yoga or just a good hobby
im in a rut since a year or more with this accident crap
hang in there,call some friends
laugh,dont drink yourself away from the problems
be stronger than that
hey if we(husband)and i come up to lacrosse,brother lives there,i will let u know lets hook up for sure
stay cool it will be ok
talk to me anytime
love
[Edited on Oct 25, 2004 10:58PM]
geraldine:
Aww, thanks! I usually don't get enough sun. It just so happens that right before I took the set, I went to Raging Waters and got burned. (You can see my bikini tan *LOL*)
Your mother still gives tours of the house? That's so cool!
I bet there are a lot of stories in that house. I can't believe they didn't tell you about the hauntings.
What else has happened in that house? Did you ever work there during the night? Creepy!
I'm so sorry you're down, sweetie.
Have you been keeping busy? I know from experience that if you leave your mind idle you can easily fall into depression.
Which is why I started doing yoga and sewing. It's kept my mind working and the depression just slowly starts to fade away. My mom calls it the House Wife Syndrome.
I've stopped worrying about what I'm doing with my life, and where I'm going to end up, and just started doing things I enjoy-and the moment. Right now is all that matters.
What would you rather be doing? What would you like to do?
And don't forget, alcohol is a depressant. It just makes things worse. (I did the same thing)
Take care sweetie, and try to think positive.
Your mother still gives tours of the house? That's so cool!
I bet there are a lot of stories in that house. I can't believe they didn't tell you about the hauntings.
What else has happened in that house? Did you ever work there during the night? Creepy!
I'm so sorry you're down, sweetie.
Have you been keeping busy? I know from experience that if you leave your mind idle you can easily fall into depression.
Which is why I started doing yoga and sewing. It's kept my mind working and the depression just slowly starts to fade away. My mom calls it the House Wife Syndrome.
I've stopped worrying about what I'm doing with my life, and where I'm going to end up, and just started doing things I enjoy-and the moment. Right now is all that matters.
What would you rather be doing? What would you like to do?
And don't forget, alcohol is a depressant. It just makes things worse. (I did the same thing)
Take care sweetie, and try to think positive.
I'm feeling alot better! I finally had a good long cry about losing the baby. Unfortunatly I did it when Jason was still in Chicago so I did it all alone. Maybe that was a good thing. Jason dosen't really feel like he needs to mourn for the baby. That's just the way he is.
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I finally had a good long cry about losing the baby. Unfortunatly I did it when Jason was still in Chicago so I did it all alone. Maybe that was a good thing. Jason dosen't really feel like he needs to mourn for the baby. That's just the way he is.
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yuriel:
im sorry about the baby
jason seems liek hes being a jerk
*hugs*
oooer painting have fun!
thanks for the wellwishes..... i hope it goes away soon!
jason seems liek hes being a jerk
*hugs*
oooer painting have fun!
thanks for the wellwishes..... i hope it goes away soon!
geraldine:
I know what you mean. If I found devil tracks on my house, I'd sit up all night to try to see it. Or maybe I would hunt for it. Why don't things like that happen anymore?
I'm so glad you're feeling better sweetie! A good cry always helps. I've also learned that sometimes it is better to cry alone, that way you don't have the uncomfortable comfort of someone else. Guys just aren't good for stuff like that. I only cry alone.
Have a great weekend sweetie, get some sunshine!
I'm so glad you're feeling better sweetie! A good cry always helps. I've also learned that sometimes it is better to cry alone, that way you don't have the uncomfortable comfort of someone else. Guys just aren't good for stuff like that. I only cry alone.
Have a great weekend sweetie, get some sunshine!
Jason went on a buisness trip to Chicago till Wednesday. How dare he go away without me??So I'm kinda bummed all alone here.
My grandpa has been really sick and is in the hospital. When it rains it pours. I always say. I need a t shirt that says that.
I also had a misscarrige...........
I really wish that Jason didn't have to leave this...
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How dare he go away without me??So I'm kinda bummed all alone here.
My grandpa has been really sick and is in the hospital. When it rains it pours. I always say. I need a t shirt that says that.
I also had a misscarrige...........
I really wish that Jason didn't have to leave this...
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lostanddazed:
Sorry,to hear about all the things that are happen to you,,,here's a hug.... and a kiss
and a kiss
geraldine:
Aww, I'm so sorry Hon! I wish I was there to keep you company. Maybe all this is just a blessing in disguise and something great is about to happen. Everything works out in the end. You'll see. {{{HUGS}}}
Thank you so much for the tips sweetie!!
If only you were here to take care of me.
I'm feeling much better now. I ate lots of oranges and drank lots of water and OJ, just like you said. And now that I'm better I'm drinking lots of teas, hoping it'll keep it from sneaking back.
P.S. I'd like to send you something. If you don't mind.
Email me an address where I can send it.
Thank you so much for the tips sweetie!!
If only you were here to take care of me.
I'm feeling much better now. I ate lots of oranges and drank lots of water and OJ, just like you said. And now that I'm better I'm drinking lots of teas, hoping it'll keep it from sneaking back.
P.S. I'd like to send you something. If you don't mind.
Email me an address where I can send it.
My life is getting strangely unlucky. I mean even more unlucky for me and that is really bad. I wonder why??
Joy and I cleaned the house all day today. It was suprisingly fun. I don't get much time with just her. She's so cute. I want to find a Snow White costume for her. She will look soooooo pretty. I love having a glamore...
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Joy and I cleaned the house all day today. It was suprisingly fun. I don't get much time with just her. She's so cute. I want to find a Snow White costume for her. She will look soooooo pretty. I love having a glamore...
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lostanddazed:
Hey,girl..... sometimes we worry to much about everthing. Try and relax a lil.
sometimes we worry to much about everthing. Try and relax a lil. 
camera_guy:
Kids are the greatest thing. I just love watching my little cousin grow. I spoil the hell out of hime then give him back to my cousin.
i hope youre all feeling a lot better soon :x
Trust me, that picture of me with the big flash is much better than seeing me naked.