happycherries

I know alot of my entries have been really negitive. I'm trying now not to focus on what is wrong with my life. I'm really working hard on my realitionship with Jason. I think in the past I have focused on how I was feeling. I'm now trying to only think of how my actions will affect Jay and the kids.

No matter how much I loath the people I work with, the job is not about them. I used to so much more concerned with my patients and what I could do to care for them. I've been so distracted by the situation it the office that I've nearly forgotten why I started working there. I have to go back to the mindset that each patient is a member of my family.

My sister's boyfriend (the squib) left for Korea to do.... Well I don't really know what he's doing there. But he wont be here. Wich means that our Nee Nee will have more time to be with us. I've missed her being over here to have dinner or hang out. Hopfully I can find someone more to our liking (and someone who deserves Nee Nee) while the squib is away.