So I guess that I'm feeling some better. I still haven't found a way to change anything. I think that I came acrossed kinda harsh tho. I mean I do love Jason. Sometimes I just feel trapped. And I do like parts of my job. I just feel like no one respects us. Mostly because they don't. We're kinda at the bottom of the pole there. But I thinkt hat we do have some impact on the patients. So I am feeling a little better. Thanks for the nice notes! 
I found him in Las Vegas. I pushed his little foot and he began swinging his arms side to side and tapping his little foot and singing "Crazy 'Bout You Baby" and I fell in love!
Don't worry sweetie! You'll find your outlet. Try to meditate on things to get some clarity on yourself and your wants and needs. It takes time. But it'll be well worth it in the end.
I've been doing good. I've started up yoga and art and sewing so I've been pretty busy. But I'm having a great time with it all. Yoga is great and I'd recommend it to you. It's so great for your body, inside and out. I've been doing it for two weeks and already I feel a bit toned and my body cleanses itself better now. I think you'd like it.
Glad to hear you're feeling a little better! Anytime you need to talk you know I'm here! *HUGS*