Things are just blah for me. I'm jsut not happy with my life and I want to make some kind of change. But I don't know what I can change. Everything seems so set in stone for me. I mean I can't change the fact that I have children. I can't easily change being married, owing a house, a car, having a fulltime job. I feel like I'm stuck in this marrige. I've begun to think now that I married Jason because he was the first man to ever be nice to me. I guess that I care about him. I don't know we're so different. I don't feel like I'm going anywhere in my job. I do the same thing for these people day after day but I don't help them get better I just push them around in wheelchairs. I don't see myself going to school. Not with 2 children and a fulltime job and a husband. I haven't had this feeling in a long time but I just want to run away. I want to get in my tracker and drive.
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Don't worry hon! Things will get better. The main key is, do what makes YOU happy. Don't like your job? Search around. My mom left her job after 20 years and 2 kids because she wasn't happy. And now she's has her dream job.
What interest you? Maybe you can take up some kind of hobby. I've started sewing and yoga. It's so much fun! Meditation is great too.
I hope you find your window out.
i hope all things improve in time with you dear
and yeah what the chick above me says!