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The thing about PPD is that you really need a big support system to get through it. Of course I have Jay and he does a good job when he can. But right now he really needs to focus at work. His dad just announced his retirment. Wich means at the end of the year Jay will be Co owner. So no leaving work early or taking days off because I need him. My mom had said that she would help me out a bunch this summer. She's a teacher so she's off for a few more weeks untill school starts. And she has taken Joy or Tyson several times for a "grandma night". Well I have mastitis again and my mom had taken Tyson on Monday to help me out some. So yesterday she took Joy home with her for her turn. Well she called a few hours later because Joy had run away from her to the park behind her house. The heat index was 103 yesterday. My mom is pretty overwieght. So with the heat, the trek to the park and battling with Joy to bring her back my mom was done. So I had to drive over and pick her up. My sister is going through her own struggles right now. I have my good friends Cliff and Jaimie but they work alot and have odd hours. So I can't depend on them untill after 2pm and not everyday. I'm trying to be strong on my own but it's hard. Who wants to come stay with me?