happycherries

Last night my heart broke like a hundred times. Jason told me that he thinks we are "too different". That the vary thing that brought us together is going to ruin our marriage. He told me he isn't happy and doesn't know how long we can keep going on like this. We are two very different people. When we got married the minister said that we were like 2 pieces of a puzzle curving back and froth, fitting together perfectly together to make one big picture. But now this very meaningfull part of our realationship has made it almost imposible to do anything together or make any desision without an argument.


He also told me that when we got married he thought I was his solemate. And now he didn't. I know that Jay is my solemate. He excells in every area I lack in. He has stregnth where I have weakness. Although I have made complaints about him there is no one else I could ever imagin loving like I love him. I hurt so much.



P.S. Pen Pals: I could use ALOT of icecream.