Weather is such a weird thing!! All winter hardly any snow and then in one day it dumps like a foot of snow on us. The temp is -28 with the wind chill. It's just over all nasty outside. Fortunately I hardly spend any time outside anyways.
I don't know if things with Jay have gotten any better or not. I had a big long talk with him a few days before Valentines day. I told him how I felt like he didn't love me or the kids anymore. I told him that I didn't expect things to never chang but I never expected him to stop loving me. HE told me that he did still love me and that he would try harder to show it. Things did improve for a few days. We did have a really lovely Valentines day. But today I had to pick him up from work because something was wrong with his car. None of us had eaten so I took us out for pizza. When we got home Jay was carrying Joy and I was walking in front of him. YOu have to go up 2 little steps to get in our house and as I went up those steps Jay pushes me. When I asked him what that was all about he said "you're too slow you need to learn to move your ass."
What the hell?! I don't know. 
I don't know if things with Jay have gotten any better or not. I had a big long talk with him a few days before Valentines day. I told him how I felt like he didn't love me or the kids anymore. I told him that I didn't expect things to never chang but I never expected him to stop loving me. HE told me that he did still love me and that he would try harder to show it. Things did improve for a few days. We did have a really lovely Valentines day. But today I had to pick him up from work because something was wrong with his car. None of us had eaten so I took us out for pizza. When we got home Jay was carrying Joy and I was walking in front of him. YOu have to go up 2 little steps to get in our house and as I went up those steps Jay pushes me. When I asked him what that was all about he said "you're too slow you need to learn to move your ass."
What the hell?! I don't know. VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
fieldofdepth:
Wait-what? He pushed you? Uninvited advice ahead: You two need to work this out before it gets ugly. A man who pushes his wife while she's holding their child has some serious shit going on that needs to be addressed.
ondyne:
check your mailbox soon! You are the best person to buy b-day presents for seeing as we have the same taste!