happycherries

I've been so tired lately. NIght after night my sleep had been interrupted by horrible dreams of my ex boyfriend. He's the father of my son. I lived with him for three years. After I had Tyson he started beating me. Some "experts" say that some men who beat their girlfriends start after they have a child. Because the attention isn't on them anymore. hu.

Anyways I have this reccuring dream that he's broken into the house we live in now. I wake up and I see the cat I used to own when I lived with him. Then I hear someone trying to get into my daughters room. I see that it's Ryan and he says he's going to take away something important to me. My feet are frozen and I can't get to my little girl. I always wake up so afraid.