happycherries

BLAH!

MY life is kicking my ass!

I feel like this is the worst I've ever felt but I know that's not true. I think what it is is that my life has just been to easy and good lately. I've had way worse things in my life than this. EXAMPLE: 1) I was once facing prison time for crimes that were placed on me because they couldn't find the people who were behind the whole thing. 2) At one time I was so poor that I had to eat the baby cereal that was given to me by the government for my little boy because I had nothing else to eat. My abusive, alcaholic boyfriend would drink and drug all the money away.

So I know that it could be worse. But I just can't pick myself up right now. I think if this had happened when I was at a better (emotional) place maybe I wouldn't feel so bad. It's like life is just kicking me while I'm down.

Besides that Jay isn't being really supprotive right now. He's never been much of a talker, so I don't know why I expected him to be more helpfull. I just have no idea what to do.