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We walked
the loneliest mile
We smiled without any style
We kissed all together wrong
no intention

Aw, the Motels! One of those flash in the pan '80's bands. I think they only made 2 albums before fading to black. Only the Lonely, great song. Good memories! My family took a trip down to the Virgin Islands a long time ago. It was one of...
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sophie:
i was just re-reading my entry, wondering if i should somehow emphasize the "own your part" bit. and then you came along and did so for me. you are so right.
geraldine:

I once got a spam email at work where the sender claimed to be an extremely rich Nigerian exile who needed to hide his assets before they were taken away by his homeland's corrupt government. In exchange for millions of dollars, they asked for your bank account number so they could wire the money and hide it there.



Are people really that stupid? eeek
That's amazing. tongue

I got the smilies HERE. They have tons!

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I've started keeping a journal aside from the one I have here. I'm not writing anything down to capture how I felt that day or to keep a record of special moments in my life or really even to lay down my thoughts on paper. I don't want to appear wistful or deep, I just to want regain my composure and nothing more.

The other...
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Unseen, unheard I move without being noticed. I stand behind a curtain that never gets pulled back. Should they keep the washer & dryer or go with what's behind door #2? Maybe it's a shiny, new sports car or maybe it's a donkey dressed like a farm girl.

I don't know what I am doing, what I want to say, or what the point is....
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sophie:
that was a really great comment you left today. my mom doesn't have any tattoos and only very recently became ok with me having any. she really doesn't like them. my brother has a couple very large ones, but all on his chest and back so no one can see but his ladyfriend. i am the rarebird of the family.

i am glad you liked my voice. that was a really cool compliment, and kinda funny to me at the same time. are you sure you weren't just being hypnotized by my little boobies?

my brother is 23 now, but he won best defensive lineman on our high school football team. he is rather massive-seeming in person. ck is a martial arts master and double black belt, but it still just makes his body strong and wiry. i think that although they are the same height, my brother probably has about 30 pounds on the ck.

so, even though you might not think you know the right question to ask, lookit that! i just wrote you a four paragraph response!

i think the site admin has worked very hard to make this feel like a safe place for most of us. i personally wouldn't put so much out there if i didn't feel this safe. and if your metaphors are referring to a lack of response from people on this site, i'd suggest it may have something to do with the fact that you do stay behind the curtain so very much.

i mean, that's not really you in that profile pic is it? heh.
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I just got the results back from the blood test taken during my last check up and man!, if my IQ was as high as my cholesterol level I could rule the world and you would all be my bitches!

Alas, I am merely a walking heart attack waiting to happen...I feel blue, I think I'll go make a Burger King run tongue
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I am so tired....oh, nappy, nap, nap.....snzzzz...
nixon:
Thanks for the sugestion- I'll check it out
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I wanna be spontaneous and catch fire. Live the most I've ever lived in a matter of seconds. Then have my ashes collected and given to an old lady who takes pride in her yard to help fertilize her gradenias.

I wanna be more full of life. Say how I feel. Let words like decorum and tact be some one elses chains. If I hear...
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I am in a rut, one big, honkin' rut. Hmmm....I know, I'll go to Target and stock up on polo shirts! Yeah!

(points to head and mockingly blows brains out)
perilsensitive:
Dude I hear ya. Target will make it all better!
sophie:
yeah, for sure. the boy is sane. it was pretty much just a joke entry. my humor's kinda lame and inept.

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Each one has a soapbox to stand on, a microphone to talk into. Everyone wants so desperately to be their friend but, only a few of them have an actual reason why. You talk to them, stroke their egos, sympathize with them, offer them comfort, sometimes you agree with them, let them know they aren't alone and that you share common things. Alas, it is...
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I think when I was born either the instruction manual got lost or was never included in the box. Would certainly explain why no one, including myself, knows what do with me. My soul wasn't screwed in properly and is still loose. The parts of my brain that would have given me passion and the ability to see the point in anything were never snapped...
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